so school... fucking amazing. besides the fact that my classes are so fucking hard, man this is great. i cant believe a whole month has gone by already, its flyin by. playin some ball every now and then, hittin the gym, doin (gasp) homework for once, its become a norm. and the parties, theyve been great. pregaming so fucking hard and then goin out ( Read more... )

according to mandee, im supposed to do this ( Read more... )

so its been a month since last entry, some stuff has happened i suppose. ummm i stopped work last week, its been a good week of solid lounging, i have caught up on much needed sleep. i am leaving for school in less than 2 weeks, and it took me this long to realize certain things have me wanting a lil more time. its not that this summer has been ( Read more... )

so bored... with everything. i dont expect life to magically get interesting overnight, but godammit this sucks. ive been stuck in a very big rutt lately, doin the same thing day in and day out. get up, either at 7 for work or 545 to hit the gym before work, then eat, go to work for 8 hours and hate every bit of it, then go home, either run or swim ( Read more... )

so yea im beat. im at work right now, doin some stuff that honestly looks like chinese to me. apparently when one guy left for vacation, he though i knew more about engineering than i really do. so the engineering manager helped me out a lil today and i sorta get it better than i did before. yesterday i was sick almost all day. i was up til 430 ( Read more... )

so yea pull one more 180, im in a semi bad mood lately. the cape was a lotta fun, but it had to end and bring me back to shitty reality. we drove to duxbury one night and hung out on the beach all night with deans friends from school, it was a good time. i was so tired all vacation though, i wasnt sleeping all that well for some reason, so that ( Read more... )

so im leavin for the cape soon, an hour and a half i believe. should be a great time, just hangin around, sleepin late, partying at night, cant wait. dmb concert the saturday we get back, tattoo time soon too, either the week after i get back or that upcomin weekend. we shall see. but yea dont have much to say, this week was a lil better. lifes ( Read more... )

so im at work right now, nothin doin at all today, the engineering manager isnt around much today so my guidance has gone out the window. i still dont know why they have me doing this stuff, i mean if no one really understands how to work with this stuff, i guess it makes sense to have someone new play around with it instead of wasting someones ( Read more... )

i think life has finally gotten the better of me. as of now, the shit i have fallen into angers me to all limits. i am seriously on the verge of insanity, assuming i was ever sane to begin with. being home from hawaii sucks to begin with, hawaii was pretty much the defining moment of my life, ive only been happier about 3 or 4 times in my life than ( Read more... )

guess whos in hawaii? yea me, i rule. so much fun, just sittin around the beach relaxin, listenin to music. goin on a helicopter ride today, then im playin some tennis, goin on a 4X4 tour sometime soon too, a lot of movies were filmed here and they let you explore the old set areas, so thatll be cool. got some nice color and some nice drinks in me ( Read more... )