I do too much. I got home tonight at 9:30 from teching, and tomorrow I have to walk in the rain. I love rain but not tomorrow. I need to sleep. RESIST I will. no longer does anyone have power over me.

I'm goin crazy inside my heart shaped box. that's kinda a song. "So then we lied in the grass. it was magical. but just as we were about to dose off in the comfort, a huge hole in the ground opened up and we fell through. So I said Fuck it." idk who that was but it is what it is. So I continued to write CHUCK this movie will be epic. Dr. Octavious ( Read more... )

Lately I've been speaking in metaphors like they were a language of their own I speak fluently. The stars one is the most common to explain something, but nobody gets it unless I explain it to them. Usually that's the case. That's probably why I speak like that, trying to remain a mystery. I like being mysterious. It gives people a chance to make ( Read more... )

I feel like the good ol' me again.back to my old crazy antics and hoolaganic behavior. I feel great for the most part. Obviously some things could be better, but all we can do is to try and make them better not dwell on why they happened. So here I go on this adventure all over again. Almost reborn. but not really. so I all the times be writing ( Read more... )

or something along those lines. Hooray and up she rises early in the mornin. Maybe it's time for the better of me to return. no wait, it IS the time for the old me to break free from it's bondage. It's...kinky...bondage...or not, nvm to that. I am released back into the wild. My eyes are re opened after a short period of blindness. I feel better ( Read more... )

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ever had the feeling of ending your life, but not dying? Ever worked so hard on something just to not get an outcome. Actually because I tried to hard and messed up, the outcome was worse. If I had just not stuck my goddamn nose into peoples buisness, none of the bad would've happened. I didnt believe I could again, but I almost cried. FUCK ME. ( Read more... )

to all. and to all a good night. oh Santa

sleep... what a concept. I feel like I haven't slept in days. I dont think I sleep much anymore. Is it odd when you loose hours a night of sleep over one person? it's not a bad thing to think of them, but sleep is good. I can't stop thinking about her. almost continuously. how can someone make me so happy, and yet make me doubt so much? I think I ( Read more... )

I don't like these past few days for a couple of reasons. in the hospital I got blood taken from me like 6 times, and they kept messing up. turned out my apendix is fine, but I have an intestinal infection. so that blows. but while in the hospital I got to thinking a lot. I began to think about my position on life(maybe it was the lack of blood ( Read more... )