decided to say goodbye to darkpryde. it's so hard to read, and as much as I try to hang on to all my memories and thoughts this time I just want to let go. I feel I am ready to move on.

been reading lj a bunch today dunno why. being home alone makes me lazy but I managed to clean and vacuum so the house looks nice. I succeeded in my job as fire architect today. as I type this our neighbor is out chopping firewood. it's cold today and we have received a shower or two of freezing rain. the road is icy now. I'm about to head ( Read more... )

I've really been feeling the need to write but most of it has either been in my paper journal or in frenzied "thought-capturing" moments scribbled on scrap paper or in various computer form. I've been craving chocolate like nothing else lately. trying to keep the fire going today but I keep forgetting to check it. I ate an old brownie and am ( Read more... )

spent the wee hours of morning with john at the coffee shop, filled up on a lovingly-made egg and cheese sammich and enough cappucino to possibly kill a small animal. now here I sit reading up on your lives and listening to autumn repeatedly belch. she's the best damn belcher this side of the mississippi I dare say. she often accompanies ( Read more... )

I feel just as giddy and out of control. I still daydream of the places we will go and what extraordinary experiences lie ahead. I've lived with these amazing feelings four seasons now, and I just can't thank john enough for nuturing this incredible love with me. I love you, sweetheart.

egg nog is the hott shit -- WHO'S WITH ME?!?!

walking to and from work today was nice. I mean, I love the convenience of the automobile, and if I didn't live a 10-min walk from my job I might not have enjoyed it so much. it just made me appreciate what I have. what mike said the other night also made me think. I live in a nice home with two great people and two awesome dogs. I have what I ( Read more... )

brief but refreshing
simple words and simple suggestion
perfectly tuned to set my mind more at ease

seems everyone has mentioned the election already in their journals except for me :P don't feel much like being melodramatic tonight. had a couple good freak-outs this past month with work and stress and CRAP CRAP CRAP but I'm winding down and everything seems to be improving. I really inherited my dad's temper!! john is super special for ( Read more... )

my vacation from the internet has been nice really, but I have felt quite cut off from many of you lovely people. unfortunately, I can't sift through the past month or so of posts.. but I hope to catch up with you all within some reasonable amount of time. let me say everything here is great and I have no complaints :) miss you guys a whole lot ( Read more... )