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i'm very sad. i thought i'd be happier. i don't really know what to do anymore. i miss brian so much and so many things remind me of him. i don't know why i'm writing this in here but i am. i've talked to many people about it but i'm trying the journal thing one more time. lets see if it helps. ughhh.

Steve Irwin dies from a stingray's barb peircing through his heart in a freak accident while filming a documentary on the Great Barrier Reef.

He is the second person in the world to die from that.....

WHAT THE FUCK?!

I am just hoping that he can surprise me this weekend or impress me...I've given him hints and everything, we've talked about it, and I'm gonna stand through with my point and see if he actually asks me to do something, and/or makes plans with me...or If I don't ask him to hang out, will he ask me? I love him so much but it's really frustertaing to ( Read more... )

WEEZER FOO FIGHTERS CONCERT WAS AMAZING!!!!! despite the fact that i had no voice, a fever, and stood in the pit.

the hot hot heat were good too!!!

SO HAPPY I WENT! LOVE WEEEZEERRRR!!!!!

AND BRIAN =)

I've kissed a guy/girl ( Read more... )

Brian is in college, and yeah I know its only in New Haven but still, I miss him so freaking much, and I just make it all worse because I listen to sad shit and think i have an excuse to write it down here. This is so pointless, so is livejournal.

Taking Back Sunday concert tomorrow! yes!

Yes, it is summer already and my job hasn't started yet, so I'm pretty bored during the day. I've been feeling kind of weird lately...especially with my relationship with Brian. I don't really know how to explain it very well, so maybe I'll just leave it at this, he doesn't seem interested in me anymore, and sometimes I feel like its some sort of ( Read more... )

DARIEN CAN SUCK MY ASS! gosh ( Read more... )