My official cry for help?

[crossp]

Wasn't I supposed to be the well-adjusted one? I guess it's the season, anyway

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cheese-filled pretzel

[carpe_jugulum]

Hi. I'm Libby.
Um. Don't really know what to say, except for I understand. Thanks for being honest.

I suck at a lot of things too. You're not alone. I've been talking to Adam a lot about being afraid of things other people do effortlessly. It sort of feels good to be straight with people about my shortcomings, so I hear you.

I won't offer any social obligations/opportunities because it appears that you don't want or can't handle them, but would it be ok if I knocked on your door sometime, you know, down the road? I do just live right up the street.

Hey, can I take that back? Would you like to play in the snow with me? I'll be home tonight, and we could make snow angels and see what happens when my red hair gets mooshed in the snow.

Re: cheese-filled pretzel

[crossp]

Aack! I'm sad I missed this chance. Everyone seems to have thought sleep was better than maintaining my links with the outside world. Damn.

Knock on my door anytime. Or just walk in. We're informal here in Cati and Jason's Apartment that Needs a Good Moniker

Re: cheese-filled pretzel

[carpe_jugulum]

It's ok--I am glad you slept. I made enchiladas last night and was going to offer you one but sleep might have been better than my meagre attempt at dinner.

Maybe we can play in the snow soon! Feel free to text me if you get a hankerin'.

[waterbaby_eve]

Maybe nobody wants to grow up yet, but we're all too afraid of being critisized that we won't admit it. I broke down and bawled yesterday at the thought of budgets and late bills and class. I think that maybe you're just not ready yet to handle all of the things that have been thrown at you. And I don't really want to tell you that's ok, because society's opinion seems to be 'shut up and do it anyway,' but I love you regardless. You're actually sleeping now, so it's not like I'm gonna wake you up to tell you all this. But that's a good sign. Some of this crap may not be fixable yet, but some of it is. We can clean the apartment, and that will make everyone feel better. We can buy groceries. They don't have to be uber-healthy to be better than fast food, and multiple meals in a day might do you good. I'll go to astronomy class with you, and see if I can help get you up. If you want me to ride to Evansville with you, I will. Hell, I'll even drive. I need to practise driving in cities, and nothing would hurt us in my car.

[silver_wolf101]

You've never been driving with me and therefore have never seen me when I see a cop. I freak out. My hands clutch the steering wheel, my whole body tenses, and I stay that way until the cop passes or something similar. You're not alone in that.

I don't like music either unless I'm with other people or creating it myself. Even if I'm with other people I don't usually listen to it unless I'm singing along or listening for a specific lyric.

*pokes* I -love- hearing stories because it's not just the stories themselves but also how they're told, the words, and especially how the person looks when they're telling them. Hell, I've heard some of Sadina's stories 4 times in a row, but I don't care. I probably won't care for you either. You can never be a burden to me, stories or no.

Btw, the star fruit tastes like a watery granny smith apple. Thought you might be curious.

[crossp]

I kinda remember the music thing now that you mention it.

And fun fun about za fruit.

[danielmc]

::waves::
Heya. new here sort of.

I've only known you only a short time, but i am of the belief that you are amazing, talented, and waiting for the right moments to explode creatively. truth be told, anytime is the right time! go 'splody! daily!

I do offer time and place for random and meaningful
stuff and good discussions if you will. i am in your back yard (ish) as well. contact you with details if you wish.

and hey, what the Red One (tm) said. play time. it is one of the key things we human peeps do forget sometimes. play is very important to us human units. recommend a good and go go romp in the white stuff!

might see me out there.
watch out for low flying snowballs.

[tentacularone]

Hey sweetie. Not sure what to say, being so, well, here, and you there. Just.. well, listen to the rational you that knows that there's a gaggle of geeks here in E'ville who still think of you often and don't care about the proprietary status of your penis. You'd be more abnormal if you didn't have neuroses and hangups that you didn't know how to get rid of. Maybe with support or time you'll learn to overcome them, and maybe you'll learn to live with them, and possibly you'll just ignore them and have times like this once and while. Even if you don't find perfect solutions, try to remember that even with all the attendant baggage, life can be pretty fucking awesome, especially when you have people who care about you. And you have many many of those, despite your distancing attempts.
Hugs and kisses,
H.