You're A Big Boy Now, So Let's Not Talk About Growth.

[crossstitch]

So he has called twice and I have yet to pick up the phone. Stay strong. I want so badly to pick it up and tell him that I hate his fucking guts, but I only hate his fucking guts cuz I still love him! Gah! I really need a new vibrator, but mine broke and they are way too expensive to go buying right now. Besides, I need to save up money to go

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[hello_annie]

oh man. we should haev gone vibrator shopping for you when i was home! i can't even masturbate im too upset. i hate it! i love masturbating but he's like all i think about when i masturbate. soo..until i have something new and happy to think about no masturbation for me.

and the whole guy-you-think-youre going-to-marry thing sucks soo much, me and mike always joked about it but it were never too serious, until like one night i think it was new years eve/day early morning when i was spending the night at his house he said something about how he could see himself spending the rest of his life with me. and at the time i didnt think much of it but now i cant stop thinking about it because what if we were soul mates or whatever, AHH ITS DRIVING ME NUTS. and how much of a dick he was to me on the phone today keeps making me cry.

but im proud that you ignored dom. just get your shit back from him! he doesnt deserve to keep that stuff.

stay stronngg :(