this goes out to tracey.

[crossthisheart]

Sometimes a retreat does not mean defeat, instead it can mean that you were smart enough to move on.

thats what i learned today.

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[loveandrocket]

You've given me entirely too much credit where it's not due, love.

I may have moved on geographically, but that's it. I'm hopeless and my self-torturous ways are still at large, creating what is most likely just false hope for myself.

But if you can take anything good and hopeful from my plight to give you strength in familiarity, then I am so glad to have been able to help you there.

Be strong x

[crossthisheart]

but see, just because youve moved geographically doesnt mean you havent moved on. youve learned from the experience and hopefully fromt hat youll become a stronger and wiser person. youve moved on in the sense that you knew it was time for you to go somewhere else because home was no longer what you thought it was. you recognized that and acted. you could have stayed. you could have been made a fool but you didnt. you did something about your situation, i mean you could say what other choice did i have? but you could have stayed. you could have let it overcome you..but it didnt. you didnt let him do that to you. you know? i dont know how to explain it but.. yeah. i got broken up with because im moving away. yada yada i was lied to about a lot of stuff so i feel with and for you. and if i felt like anyone knew how i felt..i feel its you. so you be strong too.. but i dont need to tell you that because youve already proven it.