I don't get your hot pocket thing. LOL Who is Jim Haffigan? I've never had one, bb. I can only imagine they fall like a lump in your stomach (I do like sausage egg and cheese as a combo though. Many monos ago, I used to eat those sausage, egg, and cheese biscuit sandwich things at Burger King until I gained 5000 lbs and stopped. LOLZ)
Sorry about your rough draft. :( You'll pull through. It's only a roguh draft so just put something on paper. Doesn't have to be perfection.
I've been feeling blue myself and I totally know what you mean about Science Boy. There is a guy at my workplace and I think I'm forcing myself to have a crush on him out of boredom. How fucking bizarre am I? LOL The world is a little bit brighter when you like someone and feel gooey inside and you find yourself smiling for no reason. I need that feeling.
Jim Gaffigan is a comedian who has a whole thing about Hot Pockets in his act. It's definitely the best part, and my icon comes from it.:)
I actually know where you're coming from with the forced crush. I develop crushes on people very, very, very easily. So I'm almost always guaranteed to be in love with someone. But when I'm not, I feel weird. Like you said, I need that gooey feeling inside. It makes me feel good. So I've found that I'll lie to myself a bit and force a small attraction to someone.......even if it's not really there. Sad, bizzare, and a little bit pathetic. But you know....you do what you do.
for some reason, i have always wanted to just try a hot pocket. my brother used to eat them so i'd look at it in the freezer & ponder. but i think i kind of fear them.
I hate when your body is exhausted but you just can't sleep. Then you're just thinking about how you need to sleep but you can'tttt.
at least its just a rough draft. make it real crappy & it'll look even better when its final! i have no interest in school right now either, and i am sorry about science boy. have you been hanging out with him lately?
"you're just thinking about how you need to sleep but you can'ttt"
YES. I'm sure that nagging thought is what's keeping me up even longer. "You need to go to sleep, you need to go to sleep..." just keeps playing over and over and over to where my brain can't shut the fuck up and relax enough to sleep. I think that's my big problem. Whenever I have quiet alone time is when I sit around and think. Just about everything. My mind is running all over the place when it needs to stop so I can sleep. Stupid body!
I haven't seen Sceiene Boy since about 2 weeks ago. Whenever the last time I wrote about it on here was. I've been busy with school, he's been busy with work. Our schedules can't seem to work out.:(
I hate thinking. its torture. I'll be all sleepy and excited to crawl into bed and pass out, but then I start thinking about something that upsets me or gets me excited and then I'm up for hours. "If i fall asleep now, i'll get thismany hours of sleep..." I'm fairly certain you've said you've never seen Friends, but theres an episode where Chandler explains how awful that is and I remember saying OMGTHATSSOTRUE to my television.
I can't believe science boy is no longer an object of admiration during class time :(
I hate when I can't sleep. I always put on something super cheesy like the facts of life or three's company, and that usually works. Otherwise I just end up laying in bed thinking of tons of different things. Last week I couldn't sleep and wrote my cover letter in my head. Suckage.
Believe you me, no one misses him more than I do. I HAVE NO REASON TO LIVE!!!!<---always have to get that in there ;)
The Food Network helps me get to sleep. I guess it's relaxing or something. Whatever it is, I pretty much have to have the TV on to fall asleep. I need something to lull me into dreamland.
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I've never had one, bb. I can only imagine they fall like a lump in your stomach (I do like sausage egg and cheese as a combo though. Many monos ago, I used to eat those sausage, egg, and cheese biscuit sandwich things at Burger King until I gained 5000 lbs and stopped. LOLZ)
Sorry about your rough draft. :( You'll pull through. It's only a roguh draft so just put something on paper. Doesn't have to be perfection.
I've been feeling blue myself and I totally know what you mean about Science Boy. There is a guy at my workplace and I think I'm forcing myself to have a crush on him out of boredom. How fucking bizarre am I? LOL
The world is a little bit brighter when you like someone and feel gooey inside and you find yourself smiling for no reason. I need that feeling.
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I actually know where you're coming from with the forced crush. I develop crushes on people very, very, very easily. So I'm almost always guaranteed to be in love with someone. But when I'm not, I feel weird. Like you said, I need that gooey feeling inside. It makes me feel good. So I've found that I'll lie to myself a bit and force a small attraction to someone.......even if it's not really there. Sad, bizzare, and a little bit pathetic. But you know....you do what you do.
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I hate when your body is exhausted but you just can't sleep. Then you're just thinking about how you need to sleep but you can'tttt.
at least its just a rough draft. make it real crappy & it'll look even better when its final!
i have no interest in school right now either, and i am sorry about science boy. have you been hanging out with him lately?
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YES. I'm sure that nagging thought is what's keeping me up even longer. "You need to go to sleep, you need to go to sleep..." just keeps playing over and over and over to where my brain can't shut the fuck up and relax enough to sleep. I think that's my big problem. Whenever I have quiet alone time is when I sit around and think. Just about everything. My mind is running all over the place when it needs to stop so I can sleep. Stupid body!
I haven't seen Sceiene Boy since about 2 weeks ago. Whenever the last time I wrote about it on here was. I've been busy with school, he's been busy with work. Our schedules can't seem to work out.:(
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I hate thinking. its torture. I'll be all sleepy and excited to crawl into bed and pass out, but then I start thinking about something that upsets me or gets me excited and then I'm up for hours.
"If i fall asleep now, i'll get thismany hours of sleep..." I'm fairly certain you've said you've never seen Friends, but theres an episode where Chandler explains how awful that is and I remember saying OMGTHATSSOTRUE to my television.
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I hate when I can't sleep. I always put on something super cheesy like the facts of life or three's company, and that usually works. Otherwise I just end up laying in bed thinking of tons of different things. Last week I couldn't sleep and wrote my cover letter in my head. Suckage.
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The Food Network helps me get to sleep. I guess it's relaxing or something. Whatever it is, I pretty much have to have the TV on to fall asleep. I need something to lull me into dreamland.
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"but why are you watching food network with your pants off?"
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