I told Joe I couldn't mess around with him anymore, it's almost heartbreaking, but in that idiotic "not really dating anyway" kind of way ( Read more... )

Hey, hey, I'm with Joe, sort of. Well, it's sort of mutual polygamist type of thing that we're doing. I feel so morman, *sigh*, it's all utah's fault. *shakes fist* So, I'm going to be Pheonix this weekend, I will spend my holiday away from the family, like a normal art fag should ( Read more... )

Okay, so, I am extremely sore ( Read more... )

if my life at this moment is only a sneak peek of what my life will become I fear that suicide seems like a fully plausible idea ( Read more... )

I hate to see Joe nowadays. He's made me hate my walks to my car. He's made me hate Dr. Pepper chapstick. He's made me hate the smell of AXE body spray. Most of all, he's made me hate myself and I sincerly hope he dissapears ( Read more... )

"To those human beings who are of any concern to me, I wish suffering, desolation, sickness, ill treatment, indignities, profound self contempt, the torture of self mistrust and the wretchedness of the vanquished."

-Friedrich Nietzsche

This is now true, seeing as how I would love to hurt the people I love the most in order for them to be happy.

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