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[crowdemono0o]

so here is how its going to go i am going to say my bit then deleat the rest of my entries so you all dont have to read them eny more sorry if you coments got deleated when i deleated the jourmal but theres like way tomeny to try to save or anything sorry

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[anonymous]

she wants to get it. she really does. but you arent telling her. she was there for you always, the way you were there for her. she doesnt know how to take what you say. shes never had this happen so intensly before. shes trying her best the way youre trying your best. shes just confused as to what you want, what you need. if only you two could talk. but that doesnt seem likely...

[crowdemono0o]

hay its new ground for me too and i want to be there for her and i still am but she took me rong i think look i felt like i was hurting and her me so i asked for some cool off space it was just getting to bad and she took it as idk i have a hard time putting what i say into somthing that is understandable i guess i dont know she looks like she neads space and i respect that after all thats what i asked for was a bit of space to regroup my self. but i am must say i still like her she is still the same shane to me and alwies be and it sucks i guess when other people really go out of there way to yell at me when they havent really got that i did it becuse i dont want her to hurt anymore she has done that anough for the rest of her life and i hope people rember that

[anonymous]

she took it the way anyone would have. shes only human and you need to remember that. as the wise joe said in his journal "if you want the rainbow, you have to endure the storm" she wants the rainbow, and will do anything in the world to endure the storm with you. its up to you if youre willing to go through some thunder and lightning to get something beautiful. she is. and she will. and other people arent going out of their way to yell at you. their going out of their way to help both you and shane, they know that what happened shouldnt have happened. and their only trying to show that to both of you. and when you said that you needed "time", shane took that as a goodbye forever. so maybe next time, you should explain a little more why you need time to think. maybe you should have told her you hurt too, before you take your "time". she wants to work this out, she still wants to be with you, but its hard to be with someone who doesnt tell you anything. she had no idea you were hurting too, so you need to make sure to tell her things

[crowdemono0o]

hay there is no point in trying to look at the rainbow if there is nothing left there and we did talk and i did tell her that i was hurting but we didnt hear each other at all i d k i dont want to just go up to her and try to talk to her i dont know if she wants that and i dont want to do more damage because thats why we are on brake to stop that or atleast minmilise it and as far as people yelling at me one told me to get out of shanes life never even walk in her presence get out of all her friends lifes the other told me i was a cheep peace of shit that shane should have never have talked to at all but the best part is that its none of there relationships or do they have anything to do with it other than knowing shane and i know they care but its out of line and sucks for me so they can go to hell becuse they jsut make it harder for me and shane to get anywhere