i close my eyes ( Read more... )

2004

you sucked

its been a really long time since ive updated, its almost christmas. you know what.. forget it, i dont feel like updating. its not like im gonna get any comments anyways.

im tired of it all. this week has been shit, and next week will be shit. i broke down last night and cried my eyes out to my mom about everything i was feeling. i just feel so alone, i feel like i've lost all the fun in my life.... and one thing that she said scared me..."thats how life is when you grow older" fuck that... im serious. i dont want ( Read more... )

i got caught skipping my study hall today in the woods. now im suspended for a day. its bullshit... every other senior leaves when they dont have class.... how come im the one that gets OSS. when i got home today i had to pick up the kids i watch at the school a block away.... i saw my cat across the street on my way. i heard him cry really loud as ( Read more... )

let down again... and now a nap because i dont feel like being awake

i found this story in my blurty (www.blurty.com/users/missbrushxd). its from march!! woo! here you go livejournal friends... enjoy.

Everything seemed so happy, so bright that morning. No one could really put a finger on it why. But with every beautiful morning a price had to be paid. She prayed every night that she wouldn’t be alive to see it. She ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

woo!! new pictures soon!!! i'll make sure to post some on here. <33

hehe i cant believe i did what i did on friday. im so cool.