what a day so far...
Was sleeping peacefully in my own shit minding my own business right? this is really long-proceed with caution
When this horrid banging noise starts-i go fling open the door and who is it---my cousin BIRD-apparently today is the day of her daughters funeral (she was a term 4 months old when she was born) the hospital here does this thing where they mass bury bunches of babies to no cost to the parents-but they just gotta wait till they have enough babies for each plot right? so even though Karinne-thats her name- died right before thanksgiving today was burial day....i digress-anyways apparently Birds new fling was going to take her-he is head chef at a very ritzy restaraunt here in shockoe slip; and had made gargantuan plans to have a replacement for himself so he could take bird right??? well the no good ass baby dady-dirty dicked Gerald-called to tell bird he would take her right-this is the same man that called to the hospital to tell her he wont coming up there to say the baby when she was born-well it started at 930 apparently-at 935 bird had gotten to my house-she literally lives 5 minutes away(she dont drive) and was banging on the door-so i had to get up out of my slumber and literally take a quick wash up -throw on jeans and a shirt-bc i took my pixies out last night and have a HUGE 'fro-and my scarf-bc she told Carl nevermind and then he wouldnt answer his phone after Gerald stood her up she had no choice to come here-i was happy to take her i know it was something she had to do-but at the same time how stupid do you have to be for one person????? Wait dont answer that i dont think i want to know if it goes any deeper than this..so im at a public burial with people with furs and ferragamo shoes on right? and im in jeans a "snatch its what for dinner" tshirt and a scarf-i have a headache-am in a foul mood-am low on gas-my paycheck from last week has yet to come yet-am so low on food-that i dont even have grapejuice-for everyone who knows me personally you know how serious this is-and HORNY-and there is nothing i can do about that bc i refuse to have anymore casual sex-bc im trying to be a better person-which on top of the fact that something must be seriously wrong bc i cant even masturbate anymore-I CAN ALWAYS do that-
SMH anyways thats enough ranting for me for right now-hopefully someone will take pity on me and try to cheer me up
later
When this horrid banging noise starts-i go fling open the door and who is it---my cousin BIRD-apparently today is the day of her daughters funeral (she was a term 4 months old when she was born) the hospital here does this thing where they mass bury bunches of babies to no cost to the parents-but they just gotta wait till they have enough babies for each plot right? so even though Karinne-thats her name- died right before thanksgiving today was burial day....i digress-anyways apparently Birds new fling was going to take her-he is head chef at a very ritzy restaraunt here in shockoe slip; and had made gargantuan plans to have a replacement for himself so he could take bird right??? well the no good ass baby dady-dirty dicked Gerald-called to tell bird he would take her right-this is the same man that called to the hospital to tell her he wont coming up there to say the baby when she was born-well it started at 930 apparently-at 935 bird had gotten to my house-she literally lives 5 minutes away(she dont drive) and was banging on the door-so i had to get up out of my slumber and literally take a quick wash up -throw on jeans and a shirt-bc i took my pixies out last night and have a HUGE 'fro-and my scarf-bc she told Carl nevermind and then he wouldnt answer his phone after Gerald stood her up she had no choice to come here-i was happy to take her i know it was something she had to do-but at the same time how stupid do you have to be for one person????? Wait dont answer that i dont think i want to know if it goes any deeper than this..so im at a public burial with people with furs and ferragamo shoes on right? and im in jeans a "snatch its what for dinner" tshirt and a scarf-i have a headache-am in a foul mood-am low on gas-my paycheck from last week has yet to come yet-am so low on food-that i dont even have grapejuice-for everyone who knows me personally you know how serious this is-and HORNY-and there is nothing i can do about that bc i refuse to have anymore casual sex-bc im trying to be a better person-which on top of the fact that something must be seriously wrong bc i cant even masturbate anymore-I CAN ALWAYS do that-
SMH anyways thats enough ranting for me for right now-hopefully someone will take pity on me and try to cheer me up
later