All of a sudden I'm so amazingly sad. Normaly I'd call Justin right now and cry and he'd say some amazing brotherly thing and I'd feel better. But I can't call him 'cause he's out fulfilling his lifes deam and being amazingly successfull, and right now I just want to curl up by myself and cry because no one will understand this.

Bold the bands/singers that you like and then add your own!

My Chemical Romance
Taking Back Sunday
The Used
Muse
Nirvana
Brand New
Thursday
Green Day
Bright Eyes
Incubus
Weezer
Snow Patrol
AFI
The Strokes
Nine Inch Nails
AC/DC
Sex Pistols
The Ramones
Motion City Soundtrack
The Clash
Phantom Planet
Sugarcult
Lostprophets
The Postal Service
The Shins
The Walkmen
Maroon 5
Rooney
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Okay, so this happened back on Monday, but I forgot to tell some people and I thought it was amusing so I'm posting about it now ( Read more... )

People are kinda annoying me. I've been worrying all day about wether or not I did the right thing. I'm praying every second that I didn't just fuck her life up more. It was just a chance I had to take.
I better be able to go to Long Beach next week, or I will DIE.

   Well, I was kinda having a shitty day.  My legs are sore, my ass hurts (both from horseback riding), my dog got bit three or four times, on the face, by a rattle snake, I had to clean stalls in 99 degree weather, Mom and Grandma were annoying as always, I had to be in these stupid ass pictures with them and I got so mad that I had a fight back ( Read more... )

[Darling Nikki]
I knew a girl named Nikki, I guess U could say she was a sex fiend
I met her in a hotel lobby masturbating with a magazine
She said, “How'd U like 2 waste some time”
And I could not resist when I saw little Nikki grind

She took me 2 her castle and I just couldn't believe my eyes
She had so many devices, everything that money ( Read more... )

   Okay, I've decided that I've spent way too much of the past week being upst and sad.  So I am devoting today to being happy, starting with the new icon.  I LOVE that icon.  Tomorrow I may change it to the bondage bear.

   Well, everyone just left.  I had a pretty... okay time with everyone.  I went riding, which was a lot of fun.  I haven't done that a while.

I realised some stuff about me today.  One is that I have anger problems.  I hold in my anger, covering it up for the most part, and then, on a daily to weekly basis I start to break down.  I'm not ( Read more... )

Goodbye, By Nikki Simmons

He walked away, didn't say where he was going. I only knew, that it had something to do with me, and everything we've ever dreamed of.

Goodbye, my dearest friend, I'll see you when it's time.

She called goodbye, from behind broken eyes she cried, and now she knows she's not alone here.

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Part Playful Kisser


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