Comments | crtnshdofgreen0: god... it IS my fault

crtnshdofgreen0

god... it IS my fault

Nov 30, 2005 01:27

I'm tired of walking in that house and feeling that. Its the worst feeling in the world. That tension between parents that havent talked in months only to fight over money. I'm at school. Wasting money. Money that could have made my parents stop all this. Money to buy my dads stupid truck and that pretty oven mom wants. Money to get good ( Read more... )

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anonymous November 30 2005, 09:08:08 UTC

your parents put the money into your education, because more than anything they want to see you do something with your life. They love you so much, that it is worth all that fighting,that more than anything they want to see you happy in life. Prove to them that you are worth it. Your happiness is worth it. To them. Love them. Love yourself. And succeed beyond your wildest dreams. You're a wonderful girl. Show the world your art.

crtnshdofgreen0 November 30 2005, 09:12:30 UTC

who is this?

anonymous November 30 2005, 09:35:49 UTC

that was me, lindsay, btw.

crtnshdofgreen0 November 30 2005, 22:08:41 UTC

haha awesome... thank you hon i appreciate it... its just hard to deal right now

lilmissstarlyte December 1 2005, 00:35:39 UTC

Hon, you know none of this is true, but if you really feel that way do something about it.

Regardless, you know I love you. And no matter what, people get by and life goes on.
Parents are stupid, and you know it's not because of you. Money is their scapegoat - People do just fine without it.

And I love you. And ice cream. And movies. And Kels.

crtnshdofgreen0 December 1 2005, 10:18:45 UTC

what CAN i do?

lilmissstarlyte December 5 2005, 00:33:35 UTC

Find some scholarships, take out loans, etc, etc.
They're out there, you just have to look for them.

Stay away from your family when they fight. Or fnd some way to make them talk about things rationally.
Or ignore it. Be thankful your life isn't so bad. Realize life could always be worse. Know there are people out there who love you to death - and if anything happens, you know you'd have somewhere to stay, someone to comfort you, and love.

*shrug* Hope things work out. Call me if you need anything.