Love at first sight.. (Requested) Chapter 17
Title: Love at first sight (Chapter 17) [ Requested by: jasminechii ]
Pairings: Chinen Yuri x Oc , Yamada Ryosuke x OC , Takaki Yuya x OC , Arioka Daiki x OC
Genre: Friendship , Romance , Fluff , Angst & Chaptered
My world just crash when Moki-san told me about what happened to Yuto-kun. I felt like the whole world fell on me so hard. “ Why he doesn’t tell me about that?” I asked and trying to be calm at the same time.
“ Bacause Yuto doesn’t want to make you cry like as he promise to your mom. He doesn’t want you to pity him and worry about him. “ Moki-san said. “ But, does he think that I’m not going to cry if I’ll know that he’s already gone.. Just like now! “ I was gasping on the air because I cried too much and still crying because I still can’t accept that thing.
“ Because if he told you before that he already has an illness, he know that you’ll cry and you’ll just move on after some weeks but then again if he dies you’ll cry again. He didn’t want you to cry so much because of him.” Moki-san said and his voice is trembling.
“ Tomorrow, I’ll be there in America together with Yuto’s body. “ Moki-san already hung up his phone and I just go to my bed and cried so much. “ Why you didn’t tell me about that?” I kept on shouting those words because If he told me at first that he has an illness then we can spend our days together.
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It’s already morning again and I can’t sleep the whole night because I felt like I’ll have a nightmare and yes, I do have a lifetime nightmare. “ Yuto-kun.” That’s just the only words coming out in my mouth. I don’t even know what I would do without him in my life.
“ Sweet-chan.” My dad knocked on my door and went inside my room. “ Are you okay My dear?” My dad is holding a tray with a food on it and he keeps on telling me to eat. “ I don’t have an apetite.” I pulled my blanket and pleasing my dad to just leave me alone.
“ I can’t leave you alone my dear. You need to accept this hurtful truth you need to move on. My dad sat on my bed and he’s caressing my hair. “ I can’t ..” Tears just flow down again on my eyes and I can’t help to stop it now. “ Yuto-kun wants you to be happy in your life. He wants you to continue your life as normal. He wants to see you smiling.” My dad hugged me and said those words to me.
“ you must eat this now because Moki-san already arrived here in America.” My dad said and already leaves my room. I don’t know if I’m going to Yuto’s wake and if I’ll be able to look on his coffin.
After an hour I already ate the food my dad brought to me and took a bath as my dad told me to do so. “ Sweet, Let’s go.” My dad said and I’m still spacing at that time. “ Uhn. “ When I came back into a right state of mind I walked until I hopped into our car.
I remember those moments I had with Yuto-kun those memories that I really won’t forget. Those memories we both shared in just a short period.
“ I’ll support you for that, I know you can do it. “ Yuto-kun said and put my head on his shoulder. “ I’m here for you. “ He added. “ Thank you. “ I said, I’m so thankful that he’s there for me to cheer me up. After a couple of minutes we already decided to go home because it’s already dark and maybe my dad is already worrying to me. He’s the first person who encourages me to continue on what I like and he’s the first person who gave me this confidence in myself.
One hour has passed but there’s no Nakajima Yuto appeared. I was about to leave and go back home but suddenly the lights were turned off and I saw little lightning from the opposite side of me. “ Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday Dear Sweet-chan, Happy Birthday to you. “ Yuto-kun is holding a cake while singing a happy birthday song to me. Because you’re the first person who give an attention to my birthday though I thought at first that no one will remember my 18th birthday but there’s you who really prepared on it and gave me a nice party.
As we dance Yuto-kun whispered some words to me. “ Can you be my girl? “ I was so shocked on what he asked. To be honest my feelings for him is now growing, I also like him too. “ You can. “ I grinned. “ Wait, What did you answer? “ He stopped dancing and he put his hands on my face. “ I said, You can. “ I grinned again. Because you’re the only person who I accepted the feelings for me and you’re the only person that I gave back the love you’re giving to me.
I’m so happy to hear that, that my dad is on Yuto’s side and we already don’t have any problem aside from my mom. “ My gift for you. “ He lift up my head as the fireworks showed up and there’s something words formed on it. “ I’ll protect you no matter what, Happy Birthday my Sweet. “ That’s what the words formed on the fireworks that make me smile. Because you’re the only person who promised me that he’ll take care of me and would protect me.
I ride again on Yuto-kun’s car together with him. My dad is on beside of the driver’s seat and I and Yuto-kun are sitting on the passenger’s seat together. “ Thanks for being born. “ He held my hand and kissed it. “ and Thank you for appreciating of my presence. “ I said and I leaned on his shoulder. Because you’re the only person who appreciated my presence and who’s thankful that I’m born in this world but do you know that I’m just born in this world just to love you and to be with you but how about now? How would I live my life without you here in my side?
He picked the best dress for me and I just agree on what he wants because I don’t want the two of us end up quarrelling. “ The only thing that lacks you is. “ So there is still a thing that we still didn’t buy and I wonder what it is. “ Your smile. “ He said and he went towards to me and said. “ What’s wrong? Give me your beautiful smile I want to see it again. “ He caressed my face and I ended up hugging him. Because you’re the only person who loves seeing my smile who loves me by being just a simple me.
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We already arrived on the place where Yuto-kun’s wake at. There I saw some of my classmates and schoolmates because there are so many people who really loves him and the venue of his wake is full.
“ Sweet, Gomene.” Moki-san approached me and he was so sorry about what happened. “ It’s not your fault Moki-san, There’s no need for you to be so sorry. But, How, When, Why did he got that cancer?” There’s so many question I want to ask him because I’m so innocent about it.
“ It’s because of her mom genes, her mom died also because of that cancer and we just know about it just last 3 months. “ Moki-san explained and he accompanied me to the Yuto-kun’s coffin and there I saw his cold body lying down on the brownish coffin lifeless and also breathless but there I saw that he’s wearing the polo I gave to him and that’s the start when the tears just started to came out on my eyes.
“ Do you know he told me to say this to you that he do really loves you and if there’s still a time he’ll marry you but if not he told me to gave this ring to you. “ Moki-san handed me a medium sized box and when I opened it there’s a ring and the design is Now & Forever.
It’s so very unfair because I still haven’t told Yuto-kun how much I love him and so much thankful that he came into my life. “ I love you and I will always love you forever. You’ll always stay alive here in my heart forever, You wait for me there in Heaven. Okay?” I said and I opened the coffin and kissed his lips for the last time.
The entire guest went to me and they’re saying their condolences and some of them talked to me about the relationship of me and Yuto-kun. “ It’s so very sad because I heard that Yuto-kun will marry you after you’ll graduate in your college. “ One of them said.
“ It’s so really sad. “ That’s all I can answer for now because I’m still so depressed and still can’t believe what is really happening in my life.
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Days have passed and it’s already the Burial of Yuto-kun and it’s the last day I’ll be with Yuto-kun’s body. “ Sweet, I talked to your mom yesterday.” My dad said. “ What did you talk about?” Honestly, I’m not interested in anything right now because all I want is Nakajima Yuto only.
“ We both already decided that you’ll going back in Japan, maybe on next week is your flight going back there in Japan.” My dad said and I don’t know what would be my reaction, I don’t know if I’m going to smile, If I’m going to be sad or what.
“ Okay. “ I answered and I grab my bag and hopped into the car and my dad drives off into the Cemetery where Yuto-kun will be buried.
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“ In a very young age, My son suffered from a Cancer that he get from his mom. Yuto was a good son, He really was. He has many dreams in his life first he wants to be a good businessman like me he said and second he wants to be a good husband to his future wife Sweet. He really wants to marry Sweet after they graduate on College. My son has a lot of dreams and wishes that he can’t fulfill now because he already left us. “ Moki-san’s said in front of many people and my tears just fell down again.
I’m already the one who’ll speak for my last words to Yuto-kun. “ The first time I met Yuto-kun was the day I migrated here in America at first I thought he was a snobbish person who’s the one who really don’t care to others but I’m so wrong because Yuto-kun was a good friend, a good son, a good classmate and a good boyfriend. He likes to hold my hand in front of many people, He also loves to kiss my lips everywhere he wants. He loves gazing at the stars and saying that he’ll catch a star just for me. And yes he already catch a star for me, He gave it to me when I finished the painting he asked me. “ I hold the necklace he gave to me and my tears are falling down non-stop on my eyes.
“ I can’t even believe wht Moki-san told me on the phone last week that Yuto-kun is not with us anymore. I can’t believe that in his very young age he left us just like that .. but, I know that Yuto-kun fight to live just to be with us again but God has already made his decision that Yuto-kun will now rest with his mother there in God’s arm. “ I added and lots of the guest started to be teary.
“ All of you can now goodbye to Yuto. “ The priest said and all of us gave the white rose on his coffin and some of the workers are preparing to put Yuto-kun’s coffin under the grave and so that he can be buried.
“ Sayona!” was the only words came out on my mouth after that. “ Sweet, Thank you for loving my son whole heartedly. “ Moki-san hugged me.
“ There’s no reason for you to Thank me, Moki-san. Your son loves me so much and I just gave it back to him. “ I answered and wiping my tears.
“ There’s something I want to give to you. “ Moki-san said and he was handed me a small envelope. " What is this?" I asked.
" It's a letter from Yuto-kun, He wrote it before the day he died." Moki-san said and I put the envelope on my bag.
Pairings: Chinen Yuri x Oc , Yamada Ryosuke x OC , Takaki Yuya x OC , Arioka Daiki x OC
Genre: Friendship , Romance , Fluff , Angst & Chaptered
My world just crash when Moki-san told me about what happened to Yuto-kun. I felt like the whole world fell on me so hard. “ Why he doesn’t tell me about that?” I asked and trying to be calm at the same time.
“ Bacause Yuto doesn’t want to make you cry like as he promise to your mom. He doesn’t want you to pity him and worry about him. “ Moki-san said. “ But, does he think that I’m not going to cry if I’ll know that he’s already gone.. Just like now! “ I was gasping on the air because I cried too much and still crying because I still can’t accept that thing.
“ Because if he told you before that he already has an illness, he know that you’ll cry and you’ll just move on after some weeks but then again if he dies you’ll cry again. He didn’t want you to cry so much because of him.” Moki-san said and his voice is trembling.
“ Tomorrow, I’ll be there in America together with Yuto’s body. “ Moki-san already hung up his phone and I just go to my bed and cried so much. “ Why you didn’t tell me about that?” I kept on shouting those words because If he told me at first that he has an illness then we can spend our days together.
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It’s already morning again and I can’t sleep the whole night because I felt like I’ll have a nightmare and yes, I do have a lifetime nightmare. “ Yuto-kun.” That’s just the only words coming out in my mouth. I don’t even know what I would do without him in my life.
“ Sweet-chan.” My dad knocked on my door and went inside my room. “ Are you okay My dear?” My dad is holding a tray with a food on it and he keeps on telling me to eat. “ I don’t have an apetite.” I pulled my blanket and pleasing my dad to just leave me alone.
“ I can’t leave you alone my dear. You need to accept this hurtful truth you need to move on. My dad sat on my bed and he’s caressing my hair. “ I can’t ..” Tears just flow down again on my eyes and I can’t help to stop it now. “ Yuto-kun wants you to be happy in your life. He wants you to continue your life as normal. He wants to see you smiling.” My dad hugged me and said those words to me.
“ you must eat this now because Moki-san already arrived here in America.” My dad said and already leaves my room. I don’t know if I’m going to Yuto’s wake and if I’ll be able to look on his coffin.
After an hour I already ate the food my dad brought to me and took a bath as my dad told me to do so. “ Sweet, Let’s go.” My dad said and I’m still spacing at that time. “ Uhn. “ When I came back into a right state of mind I walked until I hopped into our car.
I remember those moments I had with Yuto-kun those memories that I really won’t forget. Those memories we both shared in just a short period.
“ I’ll support you for that, I know you can do it. “ Yuto-kun said and put my head on his shoulder. “ I’m here for you. “ He added. “ Thank you. “ I said, I’m so thankful that he’s there for me to cheer me up. After a couple of minutes we already decided to go home because it’s already dark and maybe my dad is already worrying to me. He’s the first person who encourages me to continue on what I like and he’s the first person who gave me this confidence in myself.
One hour has passed but there’s no Nakajima Yuto appeared. I was about to leave and go back home but suddenly the lights were turned off and I saw little lightning from the opposite side of me. “ Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday Dear Sweet-chan, Happy Birthday to you. “ Yuto-kun is holding a cake while singing a happy birthday song to me. Because you’re the first person who give an attention to my birthday though I thought at first that no one will remember my 18th birthday but there’s you who really prepared on it and gave me a nice party.
As we dance Yuto-kun whispered some words to me. “ Can you be my girl? “ I was so shocked on what he asked. To be honest my feelings for him is now growing, I also like him too. “ You can. “ I grinned. “ Wait, What did you answer? “ He stopped dancing and he put his hands on my face. “ I said, You can. “ I grinned again. Because you’re the only person who I accepted the feelings for me and you’re the only person that I gave back the love you’re giving to me.
I’m so happy to hear that, that my dad is on Yuto’s side and we already don’t have any problem aside from my mom. “ My gift for you. “ He lift up my head as the fireworks showed up and there’s something words formed on it. “ I’ll protect you no matter what, Happy Birthday my Sweet. “ That’s what the words formed on the fireworks that make me smile. Because you’re the only person who promised me that he’ll take care of me and would protect me.
I ride again on Yuto-kun’s car together with him. My dad is on beside of the driver’s seat and I and Yuto-kun are sitting on the passenger’s seat together. “ Thanks for being born. “ He held my hand and kissed it. “ and Thank you for appreciating of my presence. “ I said and I leaned on his shoulder. Because you’re the only person who appreciated my presence and who’s thankful that I’m born in this world but do you know that I’m just born in this world just to love you and to be with you but how about now? How would I live my life without you here in my side?
He picked the best dress for me and I just agree on what he wants because I don’t want the two of us end up quarrelling. “ The only thing that lacks you is. “ So there is still a thing that we still didn’t buy and I wonder what it is. “ Your smile. “ He said and he went towards to me and said. “ What’s wrong? Give me your beautiful smile I want to see it again. “ He caressed my face and I ended up hugging him. Because you’re the only person who loves seeing my smile who loves me by being just a simple me.
---
We already arrived on the place where Yuto-kun’s wake at. There I saw some of my classmates and schoolmates because there are so many people who really loves him and the venue of his wake is full.
“ Sweet, Gomene.” Moki-san approached me and he was so sorry about what happened. “ It’s not your fault Moki-san, There’s no need for you to be so sorry. But, How, When, Why did he got that cancer?” There’s so many question I want to ask him because I’m so innocent about it.
“ It’s because of her mom genes, her mom died also because of that cancer and we just know about it just last 3 months. “ Moki-san explained and he accompanied me to the Yuto-kun’s coffin and there I saw his cold body lying down on the brownish coffin lifeless and also breathless but there I saw that he’s wearing the polo I gave to him and that’s the start when the tears just started to came out on my eyes.
“ Do you know he told me to say this to you that he do really loves you and if there’s still a time he’ll marry you but if not he told me to gave this ring to you. “ Moki-san handed me a medium sized box and when I opened it there’s a ring and the design is Now & Forever.
It’s so very unfair because I still haven’t told Yuto-kun how much I love him and so much thankful that he came into my life. “ I love you and I will always love you forever. You’ll always stay alive here in my heart forever, You wait for me there in Heaven. Okay?” I said and I opened the coffin and kissed his lips for the last time.
The entire guest went to me and they’re saying their condolences and some of them talked to me about the relationship of me and Yuto-kun. “ It’s so very sad because I heard that Yuto-kun will marry you after you’ll graduate in your college. “ One of them said.
“ It’s so really sad. “ That’s all I can answer for now because I’m still so depressed and still can’t believe what is really happening in my life.
---
Days have passed and it’s already the Burial of Yuto-kun and it’s the last day I’ll be with Yuto-kun’s body. “ Sweet, I talked to your mom yesterday.” My dad said. “ What did you talk about?” Honestly, I’m not interested in anything right now because all I want is Nakajima Yuto only.
“ We both already decided that you’ll going back in Japan, maybe on next week is your flight going back there in Japan.” My dad said and I don’t know what would be my reaction, I don’t know if I’m going to smile, If I’m going to be sad or what.
“ Okay. “ I answered and I grab my bag and hopped into the car and my dad drives off into the Cemetery where Yuto-kun will be buried.
---
“ In a very young age, My son suffered from a Cancer that he get from his mom. Yuto was a good son, He really was. He has many dreams in his life first he wants to be a good businessman like me he said and second he wants to be a good husband to his future wife Sweet. He really wants to marry Sweet after they graduate on College. My son has a lot of dreams and wishes that he can’t fulfill now because he already left us. “ Moki-san’s said in front of many people and my tears just fell down again.
I’m already the one who’ll speak for my last words to Yuto-kun. “ The first time I met Yuto-kun was the day I migrated here in America at first I thought he was a snobbish person who’s the one who really don’t care to others but I’m so wrong because Yuto-kun was a good friend, a good son, a good classmate and a good boyfriend. He likes to hold my hand in front of many people, He also loves to kiss my lips everywhere he wants. He loves gazing at the stars and saying that he’ll catch a star just for me. And yes he already catch a star for me, He gave it to me when I finished the painting he asked me. “ I hold the necklace he gave to me and my tears are falling down non-stop on my eyes.
“ I can’t even believe wht Moki-san told me on the phone last week that Yuto-kun is not with us anymore. I can’t believe that in his very young age he left us just like that .. but, I know that Yuto-kun fight to live just to be with us again but God has already made his decision that Yuto-kun will now rest with his mother there in God’s arm. “ I added and lots of the guest started to be teary.
“ All of you can now goodbye to Yuto. “ The priest said and all of us gave the white rose on his coffin and some of the workers are preparing to put Yuto-kun’s coffin under the grave and so that he can be buried.
“ Sayona!” was the only words came out on my mouth after that. “ Sweet, Thank you for loving my son whole heartedly. “ Moki-san hugged me.
“ There’s no reason for you to Thank me, Moki-san. Your son loves me so much and I just gave it back to him. “ I answered and wiping my tears.
“ There’s something I want to give to you. “ Moki-san said and he was handed me a small envelope. " What is this?" I asked.
" It's a letter from Yuto-kun, He wrote it before the day he died." Moki-san said and I put the envelope on my bag.