I don't know what I'd do without keenan. He got me through drk. Every time we had a huge fight or broke up, he'd drop whatever he was doing and come chill. We'd get lost in the middle of nowhere, following minimum maintenance roads and driving through fields. It was the only thing that got me through that year. And now he's doing it again. Saturday ( Read more... )

I hope I can get an appointment today. Six months of this is just too much. I want my life back.

so yesterday i made plans to chill with keenan. i waited all day for 6:00 to roll around so she could go to work. got in the truck, found out i was going to a party at some guy named pony's place. i was kinda freakin out about being stuck in a trailer with a bunch of random people, but i was okay with it. got to the trailer park, didn't remember ( Read more... )

I haven't bled in a long time...I guess this was just the thing to make me do it. I care so much, and I love you so much. I know we didn't say it. I'm not saying it to guilt you into anything. I just...do. not just in the I want to be with you way. I love who you are as a person. I like laying on the couch while you play skyrim, even though I ( Read more... )

Love that I wasted so much money on something for someone who was just gonna change their mind.

It really bothers me that you're going to live with her. I still can't trust you. I don't know her. And nearly every time she comes up in a conversation, it's either that she's attractive or that you fucked her.

Thank you for making me feel like I don't matter, again.

You make me so happy, but all I can think about is every reason we shouldn't be together. I know we won't last.

Fuck this. There's nothing I can do now that will make me even somewhat happy. I can't go to UNO or UNK and be happy with it. I'm thinking about going to Peru or doing online classes through somewhere. You really fucked up everything that I had planned for next year, and however long after that. Don't tell me that you want all this bullshit when ( Read more... )

I never thought there'd be an awkward...thing..between us. And I really never thought you'd just let me sit on the bathroom floor crying alone. Thanks..