Why is it that no one is ever happy andymore... like honestly stuff does go wrong yea, but learn ways to deal with it...I love my friends to death, but i would love to be able to have an entirely happy day without hearing anyone bitch or moan to me that their life sucks...like honestly im fet up...i will be there always, but serisouly try to grin ( Read more... )

I do the best that i can, i can only do so much.  There is shit going on in my life too.

The girls i live with are assholes
I miss my family and my sister
Anatomy is kicking my ass
I miss my grandma
I don't ever see my dad
People talk shit about me constantly
I am always broke
I have to work hard for everything i get
I miss seeing my boyfriend and when i do ( Read more... )

i thought that moving on from my old friends in highschool would be the one thing that would make me happy.... and sometimes it does but then other times i wish things were different ( Read more... )

YOU [Relationship Status] - practically planning my wedding lol...<3 ( Read more... )

I havent updated in a while....but lets see the things that happened

- i passed out in my first anatomy lab

-got a minor concussion

+ started going to the gym again

- realized the girls in my suite are bitches and i hope their plabne crashes on the way to florida

+ applied to be an RA

+ the building director loves me already and wants me on her ( Read more... )

so im about to sound really selfish,

but the fact that Matt works all the time , sucks

i never see him, ive been home for a month and except for holidays ive like never seen him, and i know once i go back to school he wont be able to get any weekends off to see me...it sucks i miss him...<3

I was watching the biggest loser today and i realized, although i may not be as big as those people..but i still need to loose a few pounds,

i know matt will love me even if i weigh as much as a whale, but i dont like the way i look, so once i go back to school, im starting a work out routine...not a diet, cause i love food, so it will just be ( Read more... )

This is by no means a retraction to my last post because that post was exactly how i felt...but i didnt mean to make it seem like my real friends arent there for me, cause i know they are...its my fault for not asking for help when i need it.  i dont know why im like that, i just never really had friends that ive kept for long, i moved alot when i ( Read more... )

i guess its like the song goes

"make new friends, but keep the old, one is silver and the others gold....."

i'm silver... not sterling, im cheap silver that turns your finger green after an hour.  I realized today that i dont have a best friend, nor do i really have any friends barely at all.  This whole vacation ive sat on my ass by myself.  I ( Read more... )

confess that in 2005 you ( Read more... )