so this past week was awesome i had a blast... thursday was my last day of school, did absolutley nothing, went out to lunch with kerrie, laura and eric....<3 those crazy kids....

Then the picnic was friday.... prolly one of the best days of my life, i hung out with everyone for a while and all past problems went down the drain, everyone was cool ( Read more... )

i feel so fat ... time for the alli anorexic diet i need to look pretty for once in my life... and feel pretty to....:)

so frolics was the most amazing thing to ever happen to me..i was finally happy completel;y and fully happy for once... i loved ever minute of it... we all worked really hard and it went great.... the second night of it jay and kerrie both gave me a rose and bawled my eyes out... frolics is my baby and it was so hard to see it go away from me...

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so today was the last day of dress rehersal.... frolics 05 is my baby... ive worked so hard on it and i want it to be perfect.... im just really nervous.... i wrote and choreographed just about every skit and i feel like my ass is on the line.. i think its funny and so does everyone.. but we are all on the edge....i hope it goes welll.... it means ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a while... just havent felt the need i guess... ive been really like confused... im happy but im not... like i love the frolics crew honestly they put me in a good mood... me and matt are finally completely cool.. which is really exciting... i officially love hanging out with kb,jay , sammy and tina..... it is so nice... right ( Read more... )

this is so hard ...seeing this happening is killing me....i miss you.........i want my old times back...i can't stop crying while im writing this...my stomach is all in knots and my heads hurts....

i had my first overnight in a hospital on friday night and let me tell you i never wanna do that again....im sick of jello and juice.(period) I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

iv'e never lost a member of my family that i knew... can anyone help me.. what do you do ... i'm so lost....like if she doesn't make it through but pray to God i hope she will.. i don't know it's really scary...:(

iv'e never felt this happy in my life... my year doesn't even need to get any better cuz im as happy as i will ever be....<3 u

colleen is today... ok like jjst what i wanna do sit in this 4 by 4 room for 3 hours doing nothing... sounds like a blast ... so anyways i started realizing maybe it wouldn't be that bad and then it hit me ... o yes girls you know what im talking about.. o yea last fucking night and if it can't get any better my stomach wrenching cramps and square- ( Read more... )