[one shot] Three Pecks, Two Kisses and One Confession

Jan 26, 2012 02:31

Title : Three Pecks, Two Kisses and One Confession

Author : lovu_lovu_aiba

Beta : andreja1989 *happy sho-day :D*

Pairing : Sakuraiba

Genre : Romance, angst? fluff? crack? or probably all into one :D

Rating : PG13

Disclaimer : Sakuraiba belong to each other :D

~*~


The siren sounds broke the soleness of the night, torn the quiet night, when I awakened from my deep slumber. The consciousness started to take back my body as I reached for my phone on the night stand. There was a new message, a message from our manager, a message that probably would change my whole life, change my feelings toward someone, change my point of view of something forbidden to the humanity…

A very short message…
‘Aiba-kun is hospitalized; operation will start in five minutes, spontaneous pneumothorax.’

I needed at least ten minutes to digest the information, everything crushed into one. Wait? Which Aiba? I just knew one Aiba and he was an Arashi member. That couldn’t be true… he was healthy… and jumpy… At least he didn’t seem to be unwell after we talked just four hours ago, he looked fine… This cannot be true, the Aiba on the message wasn’t Aiba Masaki, the Arashi’s Aiba… he cannot be our Aiba…

Trembling I reached for my phone and dialed his number, after the third beep someone picked it up. See… He would be mad if I called him in the middle of night like a madman but instead his voice, another familiar voice greeted me, “Sho-chan? What are you doing?! Come here fast!”

“Nino…?”

“He is in the operation room… fighting for his life, he will be okay, Sho-chan. Our Masaki is strong…”

The phone dropped from my trembling hand, landed on my bed with a slow ‘plop’ together with Nino’s voice that I heard vaguely, “Don’t drive alone!”

I can’t explicate how my journey to the hospital was as I ran until my limit, tried desperately to keep breathing as I saw the oldest member of Arashi pass the hall that I was in. The fact punched me that I didn’t even know the operation room so I ran after him and his eyes got bigger in shock when he saw me, “You are late, Sho-kun…”

“What?!” I pushed him roughly to the wall as I felt my tears trickling down my cheeks. “You are fucking kidding me!”

He jolted with a power that he doesn’t usually have, as he gripped on me hardly, “You need to calm down! You are just late for the operation, it’s finished, he will recover… Not perfect but…” For a few seconds the pain crossed over his chubby face, “He is alive…”

That was the only thing I wanted to hear, I let myself slump to the floor as Ohno tried to support my weight on his hands, “Let’s treasure him and make everything easy for him from now on, Sho-kun…”

I visited him almost every day, ‘almost’ because there were some days when I could only visit him in a sleeping state. I saw when he opened his eyes for the first time after the operation as he smiled weakly to us, mumbled his apologize under his oxygen mask. I wasn’t a crybaby and never intended to be one until that moment, a moment that made me realize how important he was for me, how glad I was when I saw his chest move up and down, he was breathing… and was alive…

I caressed his cheek slowly when I visited him alone and he was still sleeping, as I took his phone from his grip. I was glad when they finally removed his oxygen mask and smiled when I saw his sent reports, he sent us his picture without it. His face was still pale, although he looked lots better. He slightly moved in his sleep, turned his face toward me and everything was setting up like a fast forward scene. I whispered to his ear, “Although it’s hard, please keep breathing for me…” I landed a tender peck to his lips…

Which made me wondering now… Why his lips…?

~*~

I still couldn’t find the answer even after two years from that incident. Our relationship was normal… for him… as for me, it was normal as well, as normal as my sudden interest in Aiba’s lips, or Aiba’s ass, not like I zoomed in my eyes to his butts every time but there were times when we accidentally got a good angle to see it, right? Okay, my explanation is lame. I actually had to fight with my urge to put my lips on his every time we talked, it wasn’t kissing, I didn’t want to say it as I want to kiss him… I just want to put my lips on his.

Just like that night in the van, as usually I would sit beside him. We were on the way back home from Budokan after twenty-four hours without sleep. Seeing him cry wrecked my heart, I knew he always thinks that he was a burden for the rest of Arashi members. I knew he feel guilty toward us because of his weak condition, I wanted to tell him that he is not a burden and that he never would be. I wanted to wipe those tears from his face, comforting him that everything would be okay. But I didn’t do it… I was just a coward who only dared to see him from behind, followed him like a shadow.

He leaned his head to my shoulder, sleeping soundly, so did other members, but not me. I mean, how could you sleep if Aiba leaned on your shoulder? His eyes were swollen, the effect of him crying when he read a letter for us, his lips half parted and that weird feeling controlled me again. The feeling that torn me into staring at him while he was sleeping peacefully or put-my-lips-on-his endlessly. Of course I couldn’t do the second one but I would be able to do it for some seconds? Or milliseconds?

I turned my head and placed a light peck on his parted lips. Why do I always feel this way, the feeling for him was so intense, fast heartbeat, cold hands, while I wanted to do it more and more as like I was a stupid greedy guy. Aiba was unresponsive, of course, even so it felt so perfect until my mind started to wonder the feeling when he responded on my kiss put-my-lips-on-his activity. How would it be to feel his hands around me, the flavor of his mouth, his breath, his smell, everything…

I turned my eyes back to the front when I jolted in shock as a pair of eyes looked back at me, “Ni… Nino… I-was…”

“Kissing Aiba, I know…” Nino nodded as a bratty smirk appeared on his lips.

“Shhh! No! Please…”

“Well, I won’t tell anyone else if you don’t want to but I think you need to tell him Sho-chan, kissing someone when he sleeps is illegal…” He shrugged as he turned back, leaving me that tried to cover my face with my palms.

~*~

Nino kept his words by not telling anyone about the stolen peck from Aiba but of course Nino was being Nino. He tried to mess around when he got a chance. Like telling Aiba that his left butt was more flat compared to the right one which made me need to convince him for at least three weeks that it wasn’t true and staring at his buttocks every day, not like I never do it but secretly and overtly were two different things. Sometimes Nino threw a just-confess-already gaze but I always reply with shut-up-your-mouth gaze. I didn’t dare to move to Aiba nor giving up on my feelings, which made me frustrated, the relationship itself was stuck.

The more day went by the more I felt needy and greedy towards Aiba, until I was wondering why he didn’t even realize it himself. As Matsujun started to look at me with his do-it-professionally gaze whenever I started to feel jealous about Aiba. Even the sleepy leader patted my shoulder when I caught Aiba talked to one of the staff closely but the person itself? No, he never noticed it, he was amazingly not sensitive about it. Or maybe he just never thought about it? What good would it bring to date one of Arashi members while he had bunch of girls to date? Why did I start to think about dating him in the first place?

“Sho-chan…”

“Ummm…” I mumbled, still focused on my thoughts until someone pressed his shoulder towards me.

I turned my head and found Aiba was staring at me, “For heaven’s sake Aiba! Don’t shock me like that!”

“Well, I’m not… you were deep in thoughts…” He grinned widely to me, “What did you think Sho-chan?”

You…

“Nothing in particular, do you need something?” I shook my head to drive away my thoughts.

“Nino told me something…”

Nino… I smell something fishy if it’s related to Nino and his advice…

“Hm?” Nevertheless I asked him.

“He said I’m not a good kisser…” Thank God I didn’t eat or drink at that time or I would just spill out everything but instead spilling my drink I stared at him, wordless.

“You kissed him?” I tried to add indifferent tone on my question although I knew it didn’t even work.

“Well, not literally kiss, just peck. It’s just, I can’t call myself a good pecker right?”

“Well… I’m sure he is wrong…”

“Why?”

“Why what?”

“Why are you sure? Nino said you would say it’s not true and that you are sure that it’s not true…”

Ninomiya Kazunari! I swear I will kill him, bring his corpse and throw it to the Pacific ocean!

“Nino told me, to ask your opinion…” Aiba grinned again.

“About what?”

“My kissing ability…” Aiba placed both his palms on my nape and brought me closer. NO WAY! He must be kidding me!!

But no… He wasn’t joking, he brushed his lips to mine, soft and tender. Everything was moving in slow motion for me, how he closed his eyes, or when he tilted his head to get better angle. He opened his eyes and looked on me, excitement illustrated on his expression, “Well?”

“It was fine…” I tried to arrange more words but he was too fast for me, he pecked my cheek as jumpily said, “I love you, Sho-chan!”

I smiled to him and swallowed my voice, I love you too…

~*~

His left hand was gripping on my nape to bring us closer as the other one roamed my abdomen, ended on my waist and slightly caressed it. We grinded our hips together as his lips moved lazily and teasingly on mine. “Ummm…” He moaned wantonly when he felt my pinch on his nipple as I used it to slid my tongue to his warm cave. He opened his legs wider made more space for me in between them as I kissed him hungrily, biting and nibbling his lower lip while he buried his fingers in my hair and slightly pulled it. I moved my tongue to explore more of his mouth, tasted the flavor that I always wanted while his tongue was there, to dance around with mine. I broke the kiss when he looked at me with his round innocent eyes, his lips were parted, swollen and wet because of the kiss.

“I want you, Sho-chan…” He whispered as he pulled me into another kiss.

“I want you, too…” I answered between our kiss.

I want to kiss him, to hug him, without a need to explain it to everyone else… I want to make love to him, I want him to be mine and only mine, I want to love him and I want him to love me back so bad…

He pulled my lower lip lightly between his lips as he said, “But the dinosaur will eat you if you kiss me…”

I started at him in confusion, “What?”

“The dinosaur…” He pointed behind my back that made me turned my gaze, “Nino dinosaur…”

Nino in a purple costume of dinosaur walked toward us and swayed his tail, he even had tail.

“Sorry, Sho-chan… I like your kiss but Nino-chan is hungry…”

I gasped in shock when Nino dinosaur came closer to me, “NO!”

The air filled my lungs until it hurt, I looked around and found that I was in the van that brought us back from Kokuritsu, everyone was too tired to even plan a dinner, in the end we ended up sleeping in the van. Everyone except me of course, while I was there alone, shocked, horny and Aiba who slept on my shoulder was not helping at all. I just got another wet dream about him, not literally wet… at least not yet… but it wasn’t my first time to wake up in that condition but this was the first time Nino appeared, as a dinosaur. This condition will kill me soon, lately I wasn’t even able to concentrate when Aiba was near me, while we did almost every job together.

I stared at him who sleep soundly as I moved closer to him, I just brushed my lips on him like usual but that night my urge to touch him was uncontrollable. I grasped his jaw and buried my finger on his hair while I kissed him passionately. I kissed him just like in my dream, just like I always wanted, I didn’t care anymore about my career, our friendship or anything, I wanted him to know and he needed to face my feelings, ready or not. Aiba gasped in shock, his eyes opened wide when he gripped on my sleeves, didn’t really push me away but didn’t accept my kiss as well, he simply remained silent.

I broke the kiss but kept our distance close enough to feel his breath brush against my cheek, “Sho-chan, what was that?”

“A kiss…” I answered him as seeing him blush.

“I know something like that is called a kiss,” He rolled his eyes as he continued, “Why did you kiss me? Is it the euphoria after the concert?”

“It’s not!” I stared at him, half pissed off although I just kissed him.

“Is it the effect because you were staring at my ass intensely?”

“No! How could I kiss you bec- wait! Wait, you noticed?”

He giggled lightly, “No, I wasn’t, it’s Nino… When I told him I dreamed about you kissing me in the van…” He covered his lips so his laugher was slightly damped. I thought it was when Nino caught me and my sneaky activity in the van, although I wasn’t sure how was their relationship. Is it normal to talk about a dream when another guy kissed him to Nino? Aiba’s words cut my monologue thought, “So you really are staring…”

I clutched my lips together, cursing Nino in my heart, Aiba smiled to me, “I don’t want we only end up in your bed tonight…”

I caught his clue, “It’s not like that! I don’t have any intention to bring you to my bed-,” I stopped abruptly, “No, let me explain it again…”

“I have intention to bring you to my bed, or yours, but not only for one night. I don’t want your ass or lips separately. I want you… intact… including your heart…”

He smiled as he played with my hair, “Greedy, aren’t you? But I can’t kiss my friend actually, except for fan service…”

“Then I don’t want to be your friend…”

He titled his head, “Then what do you want to be?”

I shook my head in disbelieve, “You still need to ask?”

“Well… we are mature enough to make everything straight, I don’t need cheesy words or passionate confession. I guess you love me then?”

“I guess you agreed to date me then?” I asked him back as Aiba laughed in response.

“I guess I have no other way…” He smuggled his hand on my arm as positioned himself back to the crook of my neck.
“I guess I love you…” I whispered and kissed the crown of his head slowly. I couldn’t really believe it, after all so called denial, or put-my-lips-on-his periodic, I finally told him that I love him. It was so easy, probably because it was so true, I didn’t need to disguise anything from him, I didn’t need to kiss him secretly, I can love him and letting him to know that I love him.

I felt his breath brushing slightly against my neck when he kissed it tenderly, “I guess we love each other then…”

Three pecks, two kisses, and he is mine…

~*~

AN : oh yay!! today our sex god is 30 years old! otanjoubi omedetou sho-sama~ happy sho-day minna! :D
*showering you with cookies and pile of an an magazines*
let's hope sho will marry aiba soon~ amen~ XD just wait for another year, till next christmas XD

hope you have a super-nice-sho-day~
any comments, candies, rainbows~ always welcome :*

rating : pg13, pairing : sakuraiba, title : three pecks

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