[chaptered] The Noisy Empty Room 4/?
Title : The Noisy Empty Room (Chapter 4)
Author : lovu_lovu_aiba
Beta : andreja1989
Pairing : Sakuraiba
Genre : AU, Romance, Psychological
Rating : PG13 (for now) :D
Disclaimer : The boys aren't mine, I really hope I own them tho XD
Summary : Sakurai Sho, an introvert and normal psychology student, his world was somersaulted after he got a confession from Aiba Masaki, a popular weirdo from music department. But how if Aiba forgot that he talked to Sho in the very next day? Or the shocking fact that Aiba has more than one personality?
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Summer, July 6th
Dating Aiba Masaki is like dating more than one person…
Okay…
That is kind of obvious already…
So dating Aiba Masaki is no different with being his neighbor, although surely now I have right to be jealous or answering my friends’ questions about him with, “he is taken, so don’t even think…” and something like “his lover is a jealousy type so don’t even try…” Although sure I really want to say something like, “don’t even see!” But I know… it’s not possible. Aside from random jealousy…
No…
We really didn’t do anything… like nothing at all…
And I’m not sexually frustrated because of that… nope… not at all… and the fact that he has new habit to sleep on my lap didn’t disturb me at all. There is something wrong with me for sure because I really don’t want to do anything although he sleeps on my lap, comfy, defenseless… No, I don’t want to kiss him, really… I don’t…
To do list :
- Learn to cook from MatsuJun and don’t call him that because he will be mad and reject to cook dinner.
Aiba was snoring soundly on Sho’s lap as the latter finished his assignments. Sho felt a little part of him twitch when his lover moved innocently in his lap but not all innocent actions could be responded with innocent mind, at least not for Sho when Aiba’s nose dangerously moved some more centimeters closer to his crotch. He tried to guard his sanity by brushing his fingers to Aiba’s hair and of course trying to concentrate on his papers instead staring at the sleeping figure of his lover.
He tried to return to his papers when he saw a piece of paper in the middle of the created mess on the table. A sketch of a teenager with a smart smirk decorating his face, a pair of sharp brown eyes, and a mole in the chin. He found Aiba drawing that picture when Sho left him to bath some weeks ago. He looked concentrated, scratching his pencil against the wasted paper that Sho threw to his bin. Sho was positioning himself in front of his lover as he asked, “want to eat something, Masaki?”
Aiba just pouted his lips and shook his head, totally ignoring Sho and kept his eyes to the paper. Although, of course Sho wouldn’t give up that easily, “what are you drawing? I didn’t know you are good at it…”
He reached for one of the papers that were scattered on the table, there was a good looking guy sketch there. His hair was wavy, with thick lips and firm eye line. “Who…?”
Aiba looked at him and tilted his head, his eyes looked at Sho lazily and uninterested, “MatsuJun…”
Sho narrowed his eyes as he asked another question, “Who are you?”
His lover smiled calmly as he answered, “Ohno Satoshi.”
Sho fetched a deep sigh, another alter… “I see… it’s the first time we meet, I’m Sho…”
Aiba’s smile appeared again but it wasn’t his usual bright and shiny smile, it was a soothe smile, “I know, you are Aiba-chan’s boyfriend…”
“Right… so, where is him? Did anything disturb him?”
Aiba shook his head, “No, I just want to draw…”
“It’s okay, please continue… and who is that by the way?” Sho pointed to another sketch in Aiba’s hand, a teenager with sharp eyes. “It’s Nino…” Sho nodded as sign of approval for Ohno to continue his activity.
Sho startled when Aiba suddenly grasped to his chest, “you are spacing out Sho-chan…”
“Oh, wake up already?”
He nodded although didn’t try to rise from Sho’s lap, “papers aren’t done yet?”
Sho smiled and shook his head, he could do it later when Aiba goes back to his apartment maybe, although he didn’t mind if Aiba wanted to sleep over in his room because they practically live together anyway. After the confession Aiba was hanging to Sho all the time until Sho couldn’t believe how his boyfriend’s life would be without him around, Aiba couldn’t take care of everything. He piled up his laundry until he had nothing to wear (when MatsuJun rejected to appear for a week), so Sho would need to lend a t-shirt to him as he helped Aiba to do his laundry. He forgot his university schedule easily, same goes with his working schedule (which made Sho wonder if he asked his friends to remind him whenever he needs to work, before he dates Sho, of course), he couldn’t eat on time, sometimes Nino would use his body the whole time, ignoring about other stuff or people just to playing games.
“Am I disturbing?” The younger asked him again.
“You didn’t even talk when you slept and no… even when you aren’t sleeping; you would never be a disturbance for me, Masaki…”
At least in some way…
If he wasn’t breathing on my thighs…
Sho started to write on his papers again when Aiba called him again, “Hey, Sho-chan…”
“Nnn?” Sho mumbled but didn’t stop his movement.
“How long have we been dating?”
Sho’s hand movement stopped abruptly. “Is it our monthly anniversary?” He hastily reached on his phone to check on his calendar, he already made sure to make a reminder about their monthly anniversary, did he miss it? “Am I in trouble?” Sho tried to think of everything, Aiba’s birthday… no, it will be winter then, at Christmas eve.
Aiba giggled as he chimed Sho’s panic attack, “No silly, I was just asking…”
“Oh…” Sho pouted as he thought, “around 3 months…”
Aiba reached for Sho’s hand and placed it near his heart, something that he rarely did. Younger one liked innocent touches but if Sho tried to move a bit from innocent to heated he would back off immediately and of course Sho would stop immediately, he really didn’t want to deal with Matsumoto’s bad mood.
“Do you want to kiss me, Sho-chan?”
Sho’s face was too funny for Aiba, his colors changed from pale to pink to red until dark red, he gaped, then opened and closed his mouth as if he tried to say something… or maybe trying to breathe properly. Half beamed half incredulous he looked at Aiba, “I can…?”
“Let’s… let’s try… I want to try…” dubious he continued, “If… if you want to try it also… of course…”
Sho still riveted, blinking his eyes in confusion and lost at word, “Of… of course I want to!” He clasped his lips tightly to hide his excitement, “But, is it okay? Are you sure?” He grasped Aiba’s hand tightly as his way to ask the other’s honesty, “I can wait, Masaki…”
Aiba pouted, “I don’t want you to wait though…”
“Can I ask one more question? Before we ummm…” Sho diverted his gaze to other place, running from the awkward conversation before their first kiss, he tried not to catapult his hope too high, there was a chance that Aiba would back off again and he might regret it later. They weren’t teenagers anymore who need to think too long for a kiss but Sho didn’t want Aiba to regret anything.
“If your question will ruin the mood then n--”
“Why?” Sho cut his boyfriend mid sentence as he turned back his gaze to the other’s eyes.
Aiba sighed as he started to explain to Sho like he talked to a spoiled five years old boy who asked why can’t he eat candy three times a day, “This is why I want to do it Sho-chan… because you never ask anything from me, you wait for me, follow my pace, think about my feelings a lot, that’s why I want to do it…”
Sho looked at him dubiously, but he grasped for Aiba’s nape slowly, buried his fingers to the other’s hair as he brought their faces close to each other. Aiba closed his eyes, an action that made everything easier for Sho, he felt he would be able to do anything without a pair of doe-like eyes looking into his eyes, disturbing his focus.
Now or never…
Sho brushed their lips gently as he felt Aiba’s grip on his sleeves tighten. Sho made a distance although their faces were still close enough for Sho to feel Aiba’s breath touch his cheek warmly, Aiba’s eyes still closed, waiting…
Sho needed to scold him later, that he couldn’t be this defenseless, not even in front of Sho… really it drove him crazy…
Sho closed their distance again and kissed his boyfriend slowly, Aiba’s lips were soft, warm, perfect… Sho found himself dare even more to move his lips in a more demanding motion to make Aiba respond to the kiss. He tilted his head so their noses won’t bump against each other as he felt Aiba’s hand wandered to his neck. Sho could feel Aiba’s lips moving against his, trying to catch up and danced along with his. When Aiba started to suck his lower lips, Sho was getting even more daring, he lied down and placed Aiba’s hand on his arm gently without breaking the kiss, so his other hand could move freely.
He pulled Aiba’s body closer to him as his left hand started to wander to the younger’s back. He smuggled his hand under Aiba’s thin t-shirt and made a lazy cycle movement on his lover’s back with his finger. When their kisses started to heat, Sho’s hand crept on Aiba’s back, raised the younger’s t-shirt until his waist got exposed. Aiba’s body stiffened for mere seconds, nevertheless Sho could feel it, but the stiffness was gone as fast as it appeared. Suddenly Aiba grasped on Sho’s hair as he traced Sho’s lower lips with his tongue. Slowly he smuggled his thigh between Sho’s as his other hand started to roam the elder’s abdomen. A soft moan left Sho’s lips when he felt the other started to gridded their bodies together in a very expert and teasing movements. In the next second Sho’s awareness returned.
He pushed his lover’s body roughly as he exclaimed, “Holy shit! Nino! Stay away!”
Aiba chortled as he covered his face, laughing his ass off. “Well… Sho-san, you gave me no other choice…” He said calmly as propped his head. “You are lucky Jun didn’t come out this time…”
“That’s not funny!” Sho howled in frustration.
Aiba stared at him, “Try to think from my perspective please, when he threw me to consciousness in the middle of passionate kisses, what did you expect me to do?”
“I almost… almost… oh God, just stay away!” He slapped Aiba’s hand that tried to reach him as the later just continued his laugh.
“No need to be that frustrated, at least you kissed him… and your relationship is not stuck…”
Sho rose up and walked to the kitchen, suddenly he felt thirsty. “I don’t need your advice about my relationship with Masaki!”
“Well, you need to hear my advice, or you will end up kissing other person next time, and kissing MatsuJun is not a good idea, if you ask my opinion…”
“What happened to him?” Sho asked after he finished a glass of water, although he still felt sore in his throat.
Aiba shrugged, “He is not ready…”
“I wasn’t… it was just making out… I never thought we would…”
“Oh well, if you haven’t noticed Sho-san, you date an innocent guy who can’t read atmosphere, nor he will understand your intention…”
“Just promise me something, Nino…”
Aiba looked at him, with the same eyes but different gaze while shrugging, “I can’t promise, depends on your request.”
“Please just stop me if you appear in that kind of condition again…” Although physically it was Aiba but Sho couldn’t help but feel like cheating on Aiba.
Aiba laughed as he nodded, “Sure, how about Jun?”
“There won’t be any problem if he appears, my nose would be broken by now if it happened…”
The laugher of the younger turned even louder almost muffling the sound of Sho’s door bell that suddenly rang, “But you are getting better, Sho-san! At least you’ve noticed it was me after 7 seconds…”
“Shut up!” Sho hissed as he walked toward the front door. He opened the door without peeking at the guest through the peep hole. A young guy that was slightly shorter than him stood behind the door.
“Hey! Sorry, I was looking for Aiba Masaki but it seems he is not home. Since I need to go back soon I have to make sure he gets invitation for high school reunion, can you help me to give this invitation to him?”
Sho startled as he now saw the guy clearly. He had a pair of deep brown sharp eyes and a mole on his chin. Sho felt his heart sank as his mind wondered to a piece of paper on his table, the sketch of a young teenager, shocked he heard his own question, “Nino…?”
The guy in front of him frowned, “Do I know you?”
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A\N : Hey! hisashiburi :D
I hope someone is still remembering and waiting for this fic~ been months since the last update, sumimasen deshita! I will try my best to update regularly from now on, since I'm kind of free after thesis presentation till getting new school XD
Oh... This is very important but I don't have any chance to talk about it, since I wasn't that active this month. So I got a PM some months ago from sakumoto_sm that some of my fics (The Bet -for second time, thank you really! for not forgetting this fic-, a broken love song and alone) enter the fanfic award. Thank you so much, for anyone who remembered them and added them to the list, and for you who read them. Win it or not is not a big deal for me, I just want you to know that I feel very very very grateful about it ^^
Thank you for the opportunity~
Back about the fic... if you are wondering about the apperance of real Nino... hmmm... there will be an explanation in next chapters so please looking forward to it~ :D
Let me hear your opinion about the chapter ^^v
Author : lovu_lovu_aiba
Beta : andreja1989
Pairing : Sakuraiba
Genre : AU, Romance, Psychological
Rating : PG13 (for now) :D
Disclaimer : The boys aren't mine, I really hope I own them tho XD
Summary : Sakurai Sho, an introvert and normal psychology student, his world was somersaulted after he got a confession from Aiba Masaki, a popular weirdo from music department. But how if Aiba forgot that he talked to Sho in the very next day? Or the shocking fact that Aiba has more than one personality?
~*~
Summer, July 6th
Dating Aiba Masaki is like dating more than one person…
Okay…
That is kind of obvious already…
So dating Aiba Masaki is no different with being his neighbor, although surely now I have right to be jealous or answering my friends’ questions about him with, “he is taken, so don’t even think…” and something like “his lover is a jealousy type so don’t even try…” Although sure I really want to say something like, “don’t even see!” But I know… it’s not possible. Aside from random jealousy…
No…
We really didn’t do anything… like nothing at all…
And I’m not sexually frustrated because of that… nope… not at all… and the fact that he has new habit to sleep on my lap didn’t disturb me at all. There is something wrong with me for sure because I really don’t want to do anything although he sleeps on my lap, comfy, defenseless… No, I don’t want to kiss him, really… I don’t…
To do list :
- Learn to cook from MatsuJun and don’t call him that because he will be mad and reject to cook dinner.
Aiba was snoring soundly on Sho’s lap as the latter finished his assignments. Sho felt a little part of him twitch when his lover moved innocently in his lap but not all innocent actions could be responded with innocent mind, at least not for Sho when Aiba’s nose dangerously moved some more centimeters closer to his crotch. He tried to guard his sanity by brushing his fingers to Aiba’s hair and of course trying to concentrate on his papers instead staring at the sleeping figure of his lover.
He tried to return to his papers when he saw a piece of paper in the middle of the created mess on the table. A sketch of a teenager with a smart smirk decorating his face, a pair of sharp brown eyes, and a mole in the chin. He found Aiba drawing that picture when Sho left him to bath some weeks ago. He looked concentrated, scratching his pencil against the wasted paper that Sho threw to his bin. Sho was positioning himself in front of his lover as he asked, “want to eat something, Masaki?”
Aiba just pouted his lips and shook his head, totally ignoring Sho and kept his eyes to the paper. Although, of course Sho wouldn’t give up that easily, “what are you drawing? I didn’t know you are good at it…”
He reached for one of the papers that were scattered on the table, there was a good looking guy sketch there. His hair was wavy, with thick lips and firm eye line. “Who…?”
Aiba looked at him and tilted his head, his eyes looked at Sho lazily and uninterested, “MatsuJun…”
Sho narrowed his eyes as he asked another question, “Who are you?”
His lover smiled calmly as he answered, “Ohno Satoshi.”
Sho fetched a deep sigh, another alter… “I see… it’s the first time we meet, I’m Sho…”
Aiba’s smile appeared again but it wasn’t his usual bright and shiny smile, it was a soothe smile, “I know, you are Aiba-chan’s boyfriend…”
“Right… so, where is him? Did anything disturb him?”
Aiba shook his head, “No, I just want to draw…”
“It’s okay, please continue… and who is that by the way?” Sho pointed to another sketch in Aiba’s hand, a teenager with sharp eyes. “It’s Nino…” Sho nodded as sign of approval for Ohno to continue his activity.
Sho startled when Aiba suddenly grasped to his chest, “you are spacing out Sho-chan…”
“Oh, wake up already?”
He nodded although didn’t try to rise from Sho’s lap, “papers aren’t done yet?”
Sho smiled and shook his head, he could do it later when Aiba goes back to his apartment maybe, although he didn’t mind if Aiba wanted to sleep over in his room because they practically live together anyway. After the confession Aiba was hanging to Sho all the time until Sho couldn’t believe how his boyfriend’s life would be without him around, Aiba couldn’t take care of everything. He piled up his laundry until he had nothing to wear (when MatsuJun rejected to appear for a week), so Sho would need to lend a t-shirt to him as he helped Aiba to do his laundry. He forgot his university schedule easily, same goes with his working schedule (which made Sho wonder if he asked his friends to remind him whenever he needs to work, before he dates Sho, of course), he couldn’t eat on time, sometimes Nino would use his body the whole time, ignoring about other stuff or people just to playing games.
“Am I disturbing?” The younger asked him again.
“You didn’t even talk when you slept and no… even when you aren’t sleeping; you would never be a disturbance for me, Masaki…”
At least in some way…
If he wasn’t breathing on my thighs…
Sho started to write on his papers again when Aiba called him again, “Hey, Sho-chan…”
“Nnn?” Sho mumbled but didn’t stop his movement.
“How long have we been dating?”
Sho’s hand movement stopped abruptly. “Is it our monthly anniversary?” He hastily reached on his phone to check on his calendar, he already made sure to make a reminder about their monthly anniversary, did he miss it? “Am I in trouble?” Sho tried to think of everything, Aiba’s birthday… no, it will be winter then, at Christmas eve.
Aiba giggled as he chimed Sho’s panic attack, “No silly, I was just asking…”
“Oh…” Sho pouted as he thought, “around 3 months…”
Aiba reached for Sho’s hand and placed it near his heart, something that he rarely did. Younger one liked innocent touches but if Sho tried to move a bit from innocent to heated he would back off immediately and of course Sho would stop immediately, he really didn’t want to deal with Matsumoto’s bad mood.
“Do you want to kiss me, Sho-chan?”
Sho’s face was too funny for Aiba, his colors changed from pale to pink to red until dark red, he gaped, then opened and closed his mouth as if he tried to say something… or maybe trying to breathe properly. Half beamed half incredulous he looked at Aiba, “I can…?”
“Let’s… let’s try… I want to try…” dubious he continued, “If… if you want to try it also… of course…”
Sho still riveted, blinking his eyes in confusion and lost at word, “Of… of course I want to!” He clasped his lips tightly to hide his excitement, “But, is it okay? Are you sure?” He grasped Aiba’s hand tightly as his way to ask the other’s honesty, “I can wait, Masaki…”
Aiba pouted, “I don’t want you to wait though…”
“Can I ask one more question? Before we ummm…” Sho diverted his gaze to other place, running from the awkward conversation before their first kiss, he tried not to catapult his hope too high, there was a chance that Aiba would back off again and he might regret it later. They weren’t teenagers anymore who need to think too long for a kiss but Sho didn’t want Aiba to regret anything.
“If your question will ruin the mood then n--”
“Why?” Sho cut his boyfriend mid sentence as he turned back his gaze to the other’s eyes.
Aiba sighed as he started to explain to Sho like he talked to a spoiled five years old boy who asked why can’t he eat candy three times a day, “This is why I want to do it Sho-chan… because you never ask anything from me, you wait for me, follow my pace, think about my feelings a lot, that’s why I want to do it…”
Sho looked at him dubiously, but he grasped for Aiba’s nape slowly, buried his fingers to the other’s hair as he brought their faces close to each other. Aiba closed his eyes, an action that made everything easier for Sho, he felt he would be able to do anything without a pair of doe-like eyes looking into his eyes, disturbing his focus.
Now or never…
Sho brushed their lips gently as he felt Aiba’s grip on his sleeves tighten. Sho made a distance although their faces were still close enough for Sho to feel Aiba’s breath touch his cheek warmly, Aiba’s eyes still closed, waiting…
Sho needed to scold him later, that he couldn’t be this defenseless, not even in front of Sho… really it drove him crazy…
Sho closed their distance again and kissed his boyfriend slowly, Aiba’s lips were soft, warm, perfect… Sho found himself dare even more to move his lips in a more demanding motion to make Aiba respond to the kiss. He tilted his head so their noses won’t bump against each other as he felt Aiba’s hand wandered to his neck. Sho could feel Aiba’s lips moving against his, trying to catch up and danced along with his. When Aiba started to suck his lower lips, Sho was getting even more daring, he lied down and placed Aiba’s hand on his arm gently without breaking the kiss, so his other hand could move freely.
He pulled Aiba’s body closer to him as his left hand started to wander to the younger’s back. He smuggled his hand under Aiba’s thin t-shirt and made a lazy cycle movement on his lover’s back with his finger. When their kisses started to heat, Sho’s hand crept on Aiba’s back, raised the younger’s t-shirt until his waist got exposed. Aiba’s body stiffened for mere seconds, nevertheless Sho could feel it, but the stiffness was gone as fast as it appeared. Suddenly Aiba grasped on Sho’s hair as he traced Sho’s lower lips with his tongue. Slowly he smuggled his thigh between Sho’s as his other hand started to roam the elder’s abdomen. A soft moan left Sho’s lips when he felt the other started to gridded their bodies together in a very expert and teasing movements. In the next second Sho’s awareness returned.
He pushed his lover’s body roughly as he exclaimed, “Holy shit! Nino! Stay away!”
Aiba chortled as he covered his face, laughing his ass off. “Well… Sho-san, you gave me no other choice…” He said calmly as propped his head. “You are lucky Jun didn’t come out this time…”
“That’s not funny!” Sho howled in frustration.
Aiba stared at him, “Try to think from my perspective please, when he threw me to consciousness in the middle of passionate kisses, what did you expect me to do?”
“I almost… almost… oh God, just stay away!” He slapped Aiba’s hand that tried to reach him as the later just continued his laugh.
“No need to be that frustrated, at least you kissed him… and your relationship is not stuck…”
Sho rose up and walked to the kitchen, suddenly he felt thirsty. “I don’t need your advice about my relationship with Masaki!”
“Well, you need to hear my advice, or you will end up kissing other person next time, and kissing MatsuJun is not a good idea, if you ask my opinion…”
“What happened to him?” Sho asked after he finished a glass of water, although he still felt sore in his throat.
Aiba shrugged, “He is not ready…”
“I wasn’t… it was just making out… I never thought we would…”
“Oh well, if you haven’t noticed Sho-san, you date an innocent guy who can’t read atmosphere, nor he will understand your intention…”
“Just promise me something, Nino…”
Aiba looked at him, with the same eyes but different gaze while shrugging, “I can’t promise, depends on your request.”
“Please just stop me if you appear in that kind of condition again…” Although physically it was Aiba but Sho couldn’t help but feel like cheating on Aiba.
Aiba laughed as he nodded, “Sure, how about Jun?”
“There won’t be any problem if he appears, my nose would be broken by now if it happened…”
The laugher of the younger turned even louder almost muffling the sound of Sho’s door bell that suddenly rang, “But you are getting better, Sho-san! At least you’ve noticed it was me after 7 seconds…”
“Shut up!” Sho hissed as he walked toward the front door. He opened the door without peeking at the guest through the peep hole. A young guy that was slightly shorter than him stood behind the door.
“Hey! Sorry, I was looking for Aiba Masaki but it seems he is not home. Since I need to go back soon I have to make sure he gets invitation for high school reunion, can you help me to give this invitation to him?”
Sho startled as he now saw the guy clearly. He had a pair of deep brown sharp eyes and a mole on his chin. Sho felt his heart sank as his mind wondered to a piece of paper on his table, the sketch of a young teenager, shocked he heard his own question, “Nino…?”
The guy in front of him frowned, “Do I know you?”
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A\N : Hey! hisashiburi :D
I hope someone is still remembering and waiting for this fic~ been months since the last update, sumimasen deshita! I will try my best to update regularly from now on, since I'm kind of free after thesis presentation till getting new school XD
Oh... This is very important but I don't have any chance to talk about it, since I wasn't that active this month. So I got a PM some months ago from sakumoto_sm that some of my fics (The Bet -for second time, thank you really! for not forgetting this fic-, a broken love song and alone) enter the fanfic award. Thank you so much, for anyone who remembered them and added them to the list, and for you who read them. Win it or not is not a big deal for me, I just want you to know that I feel very very very grateful about it ^^
Thank you for the opportunity~
Back about the fic... if you are wondering about the apperance of real Nino... hmmm... there will be an explanation in next chapters so please looking forward to it~ :D
Let me hear your opinion about the chapter ^^v