I am not sure what I am doing tomorrow..
I am waiting on Erica to call me..
We are either going to hang out at the Courtyard or go to a party...
If not then I think Jill is coming over and we are going to watch Broken Down Palace and A Clockword Orange for extra credit
I am so bored right now..
I got called down to the discipline office this morning..
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Yesterday and today were pretty good..
I love fis (fis not fish)
I love receiving compliments
I love giving compliments
I love when Josh answered my phoen when Jill called
I love sectionals
I love my new bra
i love drinks
I love a b irthday cake with eighty sticks on it
I love being beaten with eighty candels
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Ready for an emotional entry??
Too bad..
I miss my friends..
I miss Jennifer and Shauna and Whitney..
I miss spending almost every weekend with them..
Talking to them on the phone everyday about nothing....or everything..
We have all changed so much
Happens right?..
But I never thought we would not be close
I feel like Shauna hates me
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I don't knwo what to say or do..
That entry almost made me cry..
Owell.
I guess for now we need to move on..
Practice was fun..
My phone is being an ass..
Josh is a good teacher..
I feel weird right now...
I hate chemistry...
Practice again tomorrow..
I love sectionals
I love Shauna's mommy
I love my new earrings
I love alcohol pads
I love boy scouting
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Watching Jill's breasts flail about...

Qoke up..
Finished project..
Ate Wendy's..
Went to mall...
Jill honked horn..
Bought sexy bras...
4 pairs of earrings..
A poster..
And Warped Tour 04 CD..
came home..
On he way..
I honked horn..
Stuck our heads out of roof window..
Screamed..
And headbanged..
Got home..
Jill and I walked around in sexy bras for awhile...
decided to put shirts on..
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I tried to tell you Shauna..
Hope things work out between you and Kyle..
I want to fucking poison his (Chris)food..
This, unfortunately...
Reminds me a bit of Andrew and myself..
Only it wasn't quite as bad..
I love you MY darling Shauna
<3

Spent the day at the hospital with Hope and Faith..
My new baby cousin is fucking PRECIOUS!!!!!!!
We watched Disney movies and colored..
Spring is ranting roght now...
Eddie is hanging out at Shauna's..
This just sort of puts me in an awkward position..
I guess it's kinda like when Eddie sees Jill and I together...
?!..
I am aggravated with people still..
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I know this may be the biggest mistake of my life..
BNut what can I say??..
I need to do what I need to do for myself...
<3 Ashweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee