im in jeeeeeeeeeersey :) yay! flight home today was excellent. scott was on my flight so we reserved seats next to each other and just screwed around the whole time. good buddy to have going back and forth. yea for nj at ccu and frisbee ( Read more... )

dear kelly,

this is your daily reminder of how retarted you are. you are dumb.

love,
yourself

so a couple days ago we said we'd hang out on sunday. i really really didnt think he was going to call. and he did. and i broke down and answered and went over. and i didnt want to. the whole time i was driving over there im like no i dont want to go turn around stupid kelly. but i went anyway. and so i was really nervous to go there just because ( Read more... )

so i went to a show for the first time in way to long last night. forgot how much i love music. it was halifax , denver harbor, spitalfield and HOMEGROWN. i love those guys. so funny. the house of blues is such an awesome place. and not to mention there was a total of like.....30 people there. gota love tourist towns in the off season. that show ( Read more... )

ok im retarted. i dont know. too many uncompleted thoughts in my head. i like him? why why why why why. i think 1) because i know its a bad move because its definately done and over with. and i think thats why, because i LIKE having unreciprocated feelings. it makes you so pissed off on one hand, but then when something actually good is said, it ( Read more... )

he wont even have a normal conversation with me ( Read more... )

EnDLeSSumMeRgrL: i mean hell after i got shot down by you that was the last of the lowered standards ( Read more... )

It's hard to say that I was wrong
It's hard to say I miss you
Since you've been gone, it's not the same
It's hard to say I held my tongue
It's hard to say if only
Since you've been gone, it's not the same

im stupid. really, really, really, really stupid.

Dear The Used,

I used to think you were ok. Now after In Love and Hate, I want to have your babies.
Love,
Kelly

ps- bert is still disgusting.

took a couple days longer then usual, but im over all this weeks drama. (maybe im not any more mature haha)no need to sit around and wait for something that wont happen, and no need to dictate where i go or what i say based on someone else. whyd that take all week to realize? went surfing for about 3 hrs yesterday just what i needed to do to clear ( Read more... )