atleast the sex wasnt that great and he wasnt a great kisser so i got those pluses working for me....i was just stupid to put myself out there to begin with....duuuuuuuuh

1) i hate myself for putting myself in stupid situations

2) i was reminded/reassured not to care about anything last night

3) i probably should have taken the cali job starting in june instead of august.....less then 2 months....i need a breath of fresh men haha.

as long as i keep reminding myself its nothing serious.......everything should pan out just fine.

August 20, 2006-

Depart Philadelphia Int'l Airport 6:45 AM
Arrive Los Angeles Int'l Airport ~11:00 AM
Catch Shuttle to the Port of Long Beach
Board Catalina Express Ferry Service ~1:30 PM
Arrive at Catalina Island ~3:15 PM
Move into my new place and work orientation at 5 PM that night

........this date is skyrocketing towards me and i cant wait

I mean, seriously. Don't be fooled by all the hot shoes and the great sex and the no parents anywhere telling you what to do. Adulthood is responsibility. = Grey's Anatomy ( Read more... )

booked a plane ticket ONE WAY to LAX on August 20th...woooo!

in 4 monthes and 18 days i will be a resident of the state of california...

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every time i try to get work done, i think to myself, oh my god, im moving to california. and exactly 6 monthes from today i will officially be a resident on catalina island!

as of august 20th, i will be living and working on Catalina Island, California...

I GOT THE JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!