Welp. Satan can do nothing compared to forbidden love.

[crushed_soul]

Afraid of death, though not wishing it to leave, I write this memo in hopes someone will save me. Not from Krys, Nor from Matt, but my biggest enemy. (ene"me") Still a cruel world, is it not

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Don't be like that!

[anonymous]

Why would you want me to read that. Are you trying to hurt me?
If I had a journal this is what it would say:

I cannot feel. My emotions have been blocked and I don't know how long it will be that way. My friends don't understand me like I thought. Everyone is against me loving anyone. Or is it just life catching up with me. Noone will ever love me its not possible. Last night my dad called me a bitch if my own family hates me who can not. I'm glad for everyone who has loved or been loved I would like to feel that one day. I think this is goodbye. I will not trouble you people anymore.

Re: Don't be like that!

[drying_tears]

i know you, i'm just not quite sure...

erik... i told you what i needed to say, and although none of us are happy where we ended up, at least all of us are suffering together. extremely depressing, but we'll get through.
be strong, for me, and if i have to be happy so do you. ... read my mind. you know.
krys

I don't wanna just get through!

[crushed_soul]

Maybe its alright for you to be depressed with your friends, but I can't do that to you guys I'll take the weight of this one and you're gonna be happy!

Re: I don't wanna just get through!

[drying_tears]

stubborn, stubborn, stubborn!!!!
love you