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[crushedx41]

hiiiiiii. wanna know what one of the worst things ever is? taking a COLD shower, and the fire alarm going off. uuuuugh! not fun!!! lately i havent been able to express what i'm thinking or feeling... so this entry probably won't make sense. maybe i don't even know what i'm feeling. ah! lately i've been talking a lot with my lovlies from

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[duck02]

lately i've been talking a lot with my lovlies from high school, and it kinda makes me homesick... which is scary... i don't know if im really homesick... i actually don't miss being home... just the comfort and type of relationships i had... i think part of the reason why i feel sad too is the fact that i know that i can't go back, and things can never be the same...aaaand i always want what i can't have. i don't even know what i miss... the routine? the atmosphere? i think... it might be because i knew where my place was at home

christine, i TOTALLY know what you mean...the other day I was like "mom can you keep a secret??" and she was like "of course" and I was like "i think i miss IHA"...then i was like "actually, i miss X, Y, and Z" and like listed aspects of being home that I missed and i was like "PHEW! i knew i'd never miss that place" ;) But talking to you girls definitely makes me miss the old lunch table a whole lot!!

[duck02]

P.S. CC- my break is the same as yours I think!! :)

iha

[virgirl920]

I journaled a response b/c if I posted it here I would have nothing to write about!! lol

[ivete]

Hi Christine, I stumbled on your LJ today through Ralphies, glad to be able to keep in touch w/ you!

Speaking as someone who was there a few years ago, trust me that what you're feeling is completely normal. And believe me, you will change in ways you can't even understand while you're in school, and once you're out, you'll feel like you REALLY can't ever go back.

But you know what? That's a good thing. B/c if we could go back to the past and have it be the same, we would never grow. Growing, and growing up, are wonderful, even if it sucks sometimes!

My one piece of advice for you throughout college is to have fun and make friends. You'll never get to go back and do it over again, and the friends you make in college will see you through the rest of your life.

Miss you!