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Sep 22, 2006 14:14

...what an irritating day.

[Private to Simca ++ Unhackable]

You're irritating. No, beyond irritating. You won't shut up, you won't leave me alone, and you lead that damn Genesis team. Every time I push you away, you just keep coming back. How many times do I have to do it so that you'll never return?

Don't you see? I'm trying to keep you away because of what you remind me of. You remind me of earlier times, of times I thought I had grown past. You're always going on about how you miss the days when we could be like those stupid twins you seem to be so fond of now.

Che. Reading each other's minds, being in no one's company but our own, trying to be as similar as we possibly could've been...

I am me, and you are you. I don't want to be lumped together with you anymore, and it's come to the point where this - this destruction, this hate, this loathing that I seek - is all I can do to keep you away from me. I want to be seen as an individual, not as that swallow's twin brother.

I became a King, I ruled over the Jade Road, I had Regalia.

But what did that amount to? Absolutely nothing. It's your name that everyone knows, that everyone flocks to. I'm still just "Simca's twin brother."

I think that maybe if I do enough to harm and hurt you and those you care about, I'll make a dent in their minds. However, that's not the case. I simply get called the evil twin then.

Stay away from me.

. . .

Stay away from me. Stay away from me because you remind me of the days I still smiled, of the days that I actually... long for.
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