Its crazy. I see it and people say they "want" him. Well, I need him. Because without him, I can't live properly. Without him, my whole life turns around into a depressing void, and I can't stand it anymore. I want to be happy again. No, wait.. I need to be happy again. I can't live like this anymore. Its hard to put a smile on your face every day  ( Read more... )

I can't live like this.. It hurts too much. One night, I'm in absolute heaven. I go to sleep with a smile on my face thinking, "I'm the luckiest girl alive. Nothing can stop me. I own all." Then the next day, my whole world turns into a living hell, and I want to just get hit by a car at that very moment. I don't want to give up, I finally got ( Read more... )

The Generic Teenager StereotypeDo you drink [alcohol]?:Nope Do you party a lot? How often?:..Eh, not alot? Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?:Nope.. How often do you use the word like in an average hour?:Eh..Alot? Do you skip classes? How often?:Noh.. Do you have casual sex? Protected?:None.. Do you steal?:From friends! Do you wear ( Read more... )

Good God, I need to stop lying to myself.

Alot has happened lately. Leaving me with, of course, mixed emotions. What else is new, right? I have so much anger, and yet so much sadness. So much sadness, and yet so much happiness. All of this is making me insane, and my mind can't handle taking this in. I can't concentrate on one emotion and try to make it better, I'll get distracted and move ( Read more... )

Alright guys.. Listen.. I'm not your fucking layout fixer whore. Learn how to fucking do shit for yourself once in a while. I have a life, I need to do things, and I can't be sitting here day after day helping you shit head tards with your "lay out needs".. If you don't fucking get it, just use System two. I learned ALL BY MY SELF how to make a lay ( Read more... )

Alright..Tuesday was shit, until later that night..I went to pick up Jess and Kirsten, and showed up at Jessica's house without notice so she was practically getting dressed in my car.. LMAO <33 Soo it was Me, Kirsten, Jessica, Justin and Dan went to the movies and saw Harold and Kumar Go To White Castle.. Holy shit, it was the stupidest movie ever ( Read more... )

I'm not putting my poem/song thing.. so if you want it, just ask or something.. if you guys really want it ill post it, but if not, for get it..

Here are some random pictures..

( Randomosity )

Ugh.. So tierd.. So tierd.. There's nothing to do.. :(..
Oh well, I'm happy I suppose. I dunno why I'm happy, maybe its the weather. Yes, the weather. It controls my moods.
I wrote my song thing, the one about a boy and a girl kissing during a thunder storm.. I'll post it when I get back inside.. :) Its very good.. its very good.

Breaking news, guys. I've once again been put down to the point where I need a emotional supervisor... but hell, what else is new? I'm sick to my stomach again. I can't take it. I guess it's time to move on with life, it will be hard. After waiting for him for a year, I've finally read that he doesn't like me, never has, never will. So its final, I ( Read more... )