i wrote a whole entry and then i realized, there's a boy sitting out there, who will anwser me when i talk and he actually cares what i think. so why not just talk to him instead.

"isn't that what it's all about if we're not out there looking for the one we want to be with forever, then what are we doing?" -oth

i used to carry the weight of the world
now all i wanna do is spread my wings and fly

you: i want you to want me, i want you to wanna be with me. i want you to love me.

i wanna love you but i better not touch

im sick, like the real kind, fever and everything. hopefully i'll be better by tommrow cause i def can't miss anymore school. it's our last of school b4 christmas. how exciting.

just got home. im tired. it's been a long day. how can such a small girl have so many thoughts?

i just don't care anymore. and you don't care or you wouldn't walk all over me the way you always do. but i always knew it, i just thought i could learn to live it.

i haven't updated since the 11th. i don't really have anything of importance to say. i don't feel really either way about anything. nothing sucks that much. nothing is super amazing. its just there. it's almost the weekend. i really don't wanna be out in the cold. it's to cold and i hate it. im cold right now

last night was fun. i hung out with rachel and brianna. i haven't hung out with them in seriously like a year. we went to jamie's, drank way to much. but it was okay. Apparently my i.d works at this liquour store on post road, so it was good. im so tired, and the idea of going to school tommrow, is not a good one. i feel like i haven't been in ( Read more... )

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