Note to self. Lust entertainment as good as advertised. I did the unspeakable and returned to the gentlemens club known as diamonds for a guys night out. Aparently I'm really good at thowing 5 dollar bills into ladies panties while they dance to Bon Jovi. I soon found I lost control and spent far too much on the entertainment of attraction. Yes my ( Read more... )

This has realy touched me in a way no drunk uncle could! http://www.funpic.hu/swf/numanuma.html Check it out I laughed i cried and wondered why?

Apparently there is a club around me that is informally starting and I'm establishing the T-Shirts. They will have a picture of guy's underwear on it with a padlock on the front of them. The club will be the "Women, keep it in your pants, Club!" :) Guys of celibacy, join me! Sorry, Join Us!!!!!

Every moment I feel distant from those I love. I close the gap by visioning them close by and right where I am. I consider how much I know them and fill in the gaps of what would happen by guessing what they would say. This sounds like role playing. I used to play table top games to imagine alternatives to life. I now know the importance of ( Read more... )

My life has just become a comedy over trajedy storie that almost every comedy now is based on. I need to raise over 300 dollers in 5 days. I don't have a weight training gym that is going sour or anything just rent. My trip to see my family has dipped further into my bank account than I expected. :( Suprise flights may never leave the ground if I ( Read more... )

I am not one to complain about work and so I still wont. I can only post informatively about the kitchen guys giving me a tray of food for three days in a row without the proper count of chickens on them. Either way i had some stressful fub trying to pull my head above water on the serving issue. Thw people i served still left some good tips so I ( Read more... )

For what it's worth living for, I fear losing anyone close is like loosing someone. Loosing contact with anyone to me is like death. I don;t want to loose anyone. I shudder at the thought of loosing my purpose. It feels as though it's seeping through my fingers. Then IT hit me like a ton of bricks. I may not have beeen able to please everyon in ( Read more... )

this is me enjoying photo shop i told myself i could do it. i think I can... I think I can... i think I can......I think I can... I think I can......
( Read more... )