is there hope for the helpless..........

[cry_as_i_cut]

i dont know why but today i felt happy for a little while im not sure why it caught me by such surprise i didnt know what to do so i called leah and told her i was happy and she seemed more surprised than me it feels good to be happy even if it isnt for that long

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[gribblet]

you write the longest entries. i swear.

well, i hope your heart problems get better.
haha, echo. i remember that song.

:( me 'n.... you-know-who had a song...

even me 'n... the-other-you-know-who had a song...
KJSHKJADHKJAS LK DAMMIT

i hate all these songs that couples share because after you break up, ITS SO PAINFUL!
blah.

hopefully i'll see you tonight.
and hopefully chris won't be there.

[nekochan828]

Everyone always has something to fight for, to live for, even if you think you don't. Something as selfish as suicide is no way out for anyone... Though you will stop remembering when you're gone, those who care about you won't. Would you be so selfish as to hurt all the people who need you by killing yourself?

Maybe I sound stupid, if I do, I'm sorry... I just know that you're really hurting my friend by what you do... And I'm sure your Leah isn't to happy about it either... You push people away from you when you say things like "I want to die, I'm going to kill myself, there's no other way out." There's always a way out. You just have to fight for it, even when things are so black it looks like there is no other possible way to escape from the hell hole you've fallen into.

I know you probably don't care what I have to say, and if you chose to argue with me, fine... Just don't damage yourself anymore than you allready have, okay?

baaaaby

[angelicletdown3]

baby if you think you need to go to holly hill than you need to go to holly hill and you don't have to worry about me not being here. I'd rather you get the help you belive you need than you being so suicidal. Im gonna be here when you return. I can promise you that, thats not something you have to worry i bout. I cant even believe you would think i wouldn't be here. You could be there for years and i still be finding ways to get in touch with you. I love you honey. Im glad you felt happy for a little while at least..even if its not with me. I know by now i can't truely make you happy but at least someone or something can. I hope your heart is better, why didn't you call me when your heart hurt so bad? you run to dirdra but you don't even call me?...i mean you've called me before about you heart, but i don't believe you did before