my bladder pushes against the edge

[cry_on_cue]

i really hate myself right now. actually, hate is too strong of a word. i am upset with myself. i am feeling pretty down right now which is quite upsetting considering i was in bright spirits earlier. leaning my head against my wall could have been the best decision ever made. i drove tonight when i should not have. i wonder sometimes why i

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[illb56]

oooohpascaleee if only your be happy trick worked.
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i wish we were partying in nyc again. i miss it and you
and im sick of everything alreaedy
my spirits are down. =(
i feel sick from drinking too much and too many diff things. ;ugh

[cry_on_cue]

aaahh i miss youuuu and nyccccc. do you remember texting me last night? hahaha, you were so drunk (i think) and i was so high. haha, you should not have deleted your drunken ramblings bc i never got to see them! don't be sad, be happy!! i know the happy trick does not work but soon enough something will happen to make you happy and you WILL feel happy again. i love you!!