You have like no idea how bad this is getting to me. I know I made a mistake and I'm regretting it now, it's hitting me really hard, I don't think I could ever do it again, it was a first and last for me, then I partially lied to you about it. I wasn't gonna tell you but I can't lie. But the fact that you don't know what to say to me, that's what gets me. I don't think you want to talk to me so I'm like okay maybe I should just let this go, but I can't cuz I don't want to loose this or you at least not anytime soon and I don't know what you think or have to say cuz we're not really talking all that much. I want this to work and it's quite obvious or I would be ignoring you right now. And I know that I haven't really been talking to you directly about things so you've been finding things out on LJ, but I really didn't think you wanted to talk to me anymore so I had to let things go somewhere. I'll call you tonight when I get home, but that's only if you really want to talk and not just brush things off.
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But the fact that you don't know what to say to me, that's what gets me. I don't think you want to talk to me so I'm like okay maybe I should just let this go, but I can't cuz I don't want to loose this or you at least not anytime soon and I don't know what you think or have to say cuz we're not really talking all that much. I want this to work and it's quite obvious or I would be ignoring you right now. And I know that I haven't really been talking to you directly about things so you've been finding things out on LJ, but I really didn't think you wanted to talk to me anymore so I had to let things go somewhere. I'll call you tonight when I get home, but that's only if you really want to talk and not just brush things off.
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