Killswitch engage and as i lay dying concert was great last night. I got to met kyle and scott and jeffs gf. They all seem pretty cool except i dont like kyle alot cuz he hurt nikki. I kinda lost them all though when brandon went crowd surfing cuz i kinda left the pit. After that lil fiasco i was all alone. I was standing outside the pit cuz i told ( Read more... )

Today I realized something. I always thought it was my dad that affected my self-estem issues when in reality it’s my mom. She has been on the phone for like 4 hours and the whole time she is telling someone she doesn’t even like how horrible I am because I gave her dirty looks because u all know I cant use the phone or get online after 9:00 and ( Read more... )

I went over Brandon’s house yesterday. His house is really nice. I love his pool too it’s the perfect temp and everything and its really deep. His uncle and dad are nice. Jeff is a little strange though. He is cool though. His bed is cofy I almost feel asleep in it. It was fun yesterday though I haven’t had that much fun in a while it was great. ( Read more... )

I know this is a bit weird but I don’t see any of you out of school really so… I decided to tell all of you how I feel about you. You each have a note (well the ones that read this anyway) You can read each others and stuff because well it doesn’t matter to me. OK here goes ( Read more... )

i havent been online for SO long cuz the computer has been being really stupid. Well lets update things. I have a bf and GUESS WHO it is its that kid david that i met at my cuzins party. I ran away a couple of days ago but my mom came and got me b4 i got very far stupid mom. Things here havent been great but thats nothing new. Well i miss everyone ( Read more... )

i really havent been writing. I guess its just cuz i dont want to be remind but now i relieze it helps. I havent been sleeping again cuz i dont want to i should but i hate dreaming about him and waking up knowing he dreamt of her. Its horrible. Schools out for the summer so at least i wont have to see them at all. I was almost in tears the other ( Read more... )

ok school is being gay now. The tried suspended me today but they dont have all the facts so i prob will get suspended tommorrow. Mom got me a brand new consular FUN FUN. I hate getting new ones. This one if prob just gonna say the same thing as all the rest. Yep thats all though

xoxo
Susan

i hate my house... i get home today all pissed off anyways cuz everyone was just pissing me off today except a few and i was all fine and good until i had to help cook supper. Then i accdentily put too much oil in the fryer and it went everywhere and i got yelled at for doing it on purpose so i didnt have to help and then when i wne to clean it up ( Read more... )

i met the most wonderful boy today. His name is dave and he is cute and funny and sweet and ya just wonderful. He is a friend of my cuzin kinda sorta and he doesnt live that far from me. My cuzin could tell we were flirting and pops out wiht heyt dave your single right. Then her ex bf was there and they like plotted against me and him when we were ( Read more... )

Today was fun!

Freaking out the people lol.

Getting the soda that was great.

Thats all.

The Greendale Mall = love