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"Yeah, I wanted to meet your friend."
"You would have liked him, he's your type. You guys are similiar."

In all honesty, I have never ever come across anyone who was similiar to me. Really. My interests are all over the place, I don't have a solid, rooted center in anything. I'm all over the place, a sporadic mess if you'd like to call it that. Even ( Read more... )

Happy belated 16th Tara!


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I have been hospitalized for a day.
The experience was too discouraging that I wish not to blog about it.
At least, not on here.

But there is no method in this madness.

There is only the aftermath which numbs me to the core. It struck me kind of hard to walk through the hallways at school this morning, to look at them and think 'They'll probably never have to spend seven hours at the hospital because their friend is on the brink of suicide.' And it was just like, I've seen ( Read more... )

After first period, I went over to the hospital, to the emergency ward.

I have missed the entire day at school. I did not get home until 5:30pm.

I am tired.

The winter months are depressing. They are cold and numbing and I do not welcome them with open arms. Christmas is only something sour and bitter, something to pretend I am looking forward to when really I'm bubbling inside with an inconceivable, involuntary emotion. Longing.

I am stressed out again, and I am indeed procrastinating.


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 It is true when they say that stress weakens your immune system ( Read more... )

Guess what?

I am in love with my best friend.
Today was a snow day. Luckily for me, I hadn't even started studying for my tests and quizzes. Yet unfortunately, today was a Civies day and I didn't mind the fact that I would have had to go to school. Oh well.

This morning David and I ventured over to McDonald's so he could get his breakfast. He gabbed ( Read more... )