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[cryliketherain3]

this entry is public so everyone can read it, because i think its important

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[lifesadanceflor]

taylor your not ugly your hott! at least people think your hot. girls in collins class call me worse things then that and so does this other boy that collin used to be friends with.

Re: .........girls

[cryliketherain3]

i get what you're saying. but monica and i talked about this for a while. and the kind of people that are going to be there arent the kind that will back down, even if i say i dont want to start anything. these people, for whatever reason, really dont like me. like really really dont like me. and i dont fit in with a lot of them. and you're right, this is monica's sweet 16 and she deserves to be happy. and both her and i agree that by me not going then no shit will be started with any conflicts people have with me. monica knows that i would do anything to make her happy. and im not upset about not going as WHY im not going. and it has nothing to do with her. i love her to death and i think she is awesome, but the people that are going to be there really arent people that i have an easy time enjoying myself with, and i dont want to make it tense for anyone, myself, monica, or anyone else there. it's just not fair. and im not trying to start drama by posting this, im just trying to get my feelings out. because this is something that i

here's the poo

[andinthismoment]

i agree. And plus she used poo in her post... that just made me happy, i mean come on. But anyway, my take on it is that you shouldnt put yourself into a situation where you wont have fun because you're dwelling on the fact that there are people there that chose to have a prob with you, but as long as you can go and honestly have fun, then you should, because one more just makes the party better. And who cares what others say, its Monica's party after all, not the other stupid llama heads' party. And btw, anyone who does say mean things about you just doesnt know you, and thats sad, cuz they're missing out. And if they do start anything... dont worry Tay, I'll be there to muff 'em up the next day, well maybe not, but i can tell them that they're such an effing weirdo.

Re: here's the poo

[cryliketherain3]

i love my friends. the few that dont talk shit behind my back. i really do. and thanks to all of you who are true friends for always being here for me. i just wish the world werent so full of bitches.

and if i knew i could go and have fun and not start anything, then i'd do that. however, that wont happen. so i'm going to spare everyone.

[fitz4444]

well, this is kinda complicated, but i have a theory. follow me here:
ok what ive decided is, if youre talking about the ppl i think youre talking about, they dont like ppl who dont play their game. you have to love em or hate em. and if you dont care either way, they dont like that. it makes them feel important if you go to the effort of hating them, plus it gives them reason to hate you back. so if you really dont care, or see them as the joke they can be sometimes, you arent feeding into their dislike for you. they hate that, and therefore, you too. but thats just my opinion, and not about anyone in particular.

[cryliketherain3]

never heard it put like that before. but it actually makes a lot of sense. i know i've said before that i dont fit in with them, and i try all together to ignore them...... and to not kiss their feet like everyone else in the damned school does.

.... huh.

thanks for the perspective. if you're right, then i wont feel so bad.

[woot102404]

she's right....and it was very well put