When i went into Mr Fontaines office today we started talking about how i get angry with people so easily and hold grudges on people. He said the reason i do this is because i cannot seem to forgive myself for the mistakes ive made. Honestly..i havent been able to. Im such an unhappy kid because i let things i did distroy me. I dont have convidence ( Read more... )

missed me missed me now you've got to kiss me ( Read more... )

Why do you feel the need to yell at my mother every single day? Hasnt she done enough for you? You came into our home and where welcome into our family. Went on every family vacation to Florida with us. My mother tries so hard to please you. and honestly, i dont even know why she waste her time. Act like your truley give a shit about her...thats ( Read more... )

So Thanksgiving was alright i guess..i knew it was not going to be some wonderful gathering just because they are not my family, and we are not that close to begin with. I really wish that i was able to see my father. I called him last night and he sounded so sad. It really upsets me..i wish there was more i could do. i just dont know how to help ( Read more... )

Have a very Happy Thanksgiving everyone <333

i noticed that we all just give up too easily...well my group of friends anyway. I mean we all make an effort and once we see a little bit of a problem. or anything we just feel like its too much or we just cant cut it and give up. Ive noticed all the negativity we all have seem to believe in. No one has faith in themselves anymore, including ( Read more... )

So im at junes house right now watching patrick..hopefully shes back at 10 like she said because i need to shower before i go to work today. Im working 11-8 and i need to be clean before i go. haha im such a freak. remember when i use to shower like 5 times a day during the summer erin? hahahhaa good times ( Read more... )

I need to make a new lj because my time is all fucked up on this one. i just never have the time to do so but its really annoying me ( Read more... )

what kind of hair salon is closed on sunday??

all of them i guess..

damn.

We'll seeing as how i did not fall asleep until 3 and i have to be up right now..im pretty tired. Im excited though because i cannot wait to see Framingham State. I heard some good things. Mostly i just cant wait to get into college and start a whole new life. They all reasured me last night that i will make it into a four of my choice schools ( Read more... )