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[crynevercries]

i feel like a 12 year old chick. snickering and laughing about boys, wining and crying about my nails, skipping and smiling my way to school. what has happened to my passion? the good drama? what happened to embracing the big problems in my life and slamming them on the paper?

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[crynevercries]

enjoying life sometimes means pretending like your problems aren't there or just blowing them off. i have never found any other "healthy" way to deal with those other than writting them out or drawing. and if i don't deal with them these ways and act like a kid or just enjoy life, i end up have anxiety attacks and breaking down. joy is never constant.

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[anonymous]

eventually, pretending like you don't care will end up making you explode one of these days. at least, that's how i get sometimes. i could only wear a mask for so long, until suddenly, one tiny thing goes wrong, and it just drives me over the edge...mainly because right up until then, i've been bottling it all up. insane, i tell ya.

well, i haven't been around here in awhile but i just wanted to drop by and say hi, and see how you're doing. take cares. -K