Hey D ( Read more... )

i hate having "A" hour. my body can't take those many hours a day. it's just getting weaker and i can feel it. hurts me emotionally ( Read more... )

FIRSTS ( Read more... )

thank you 'K', whom ever you might be. thanks for the compliment, it means so much. i'm glad you can relate ( Read more... )

written on the 17th:
  i don't think i could ever really decide for myself where the world came from or even where it is going because i've been tainted with the gossip. these storries of a God that i know so well and those of evolution and such i faintly remember. it can make me fear that a truly origional thought will never come from me. this ( Read more... )

i used to love the night. i saw it as a peaceful yet exciting time. stepping out into the evening air, i felt anything was possible. now i am terrified. it's so hard to hold my composure.....i can't even be home alone. people feel as if they are safe at home, i only feel as if i'm at a greater risk to be hurt. i've probably controlled myself well ( Read more... )

I'M 64% X-rated. HOW HORNY ARE YOU?

     I just wrote quite a bit and it got deleted! Computers suck! My a math teacher always tells us, "the calculator is only as smart as you are!" when we're having problems. Thank you for announcing my stupidity to the class in such a polite way!

Anyways, Julie pointed out to me the other day that i get sick whenever i get stressed. It's true ( Read more... )

sex is good for you! although if your a teen it can temporarily damage your emotional health for a number of different reasons (not directed towards you, i love you!)......but anyways for your reading pleasure ( Read more... )

i am feeling so shitty today. :( i can't miss school this week. here's something i wrote in my offline journal last night ( Read more... )