i smell boredom.
smells lame.

i'm far away in a nice city. there's a big pile of nature smack in the middle of downtown. it's lovely.my hair curls here to, wheras it doesnt in lovely little H-town. somehow, i want to go back. actually, i know how, but i'm reluctant to type so much. the fact that i want to go home=crazy?-yes... crazy as you THINK?-no. i found some shirts ( Read more... )

this weekend was the best of the year so far. i have some news for you who care... im leaving, likely for the sholw summer, and possibly for the next 15 months to ride horses for a professional trainer. he asked me to come live with him and his wife and ride 20 of em a day. hes gonna teach me his method of training. he's got this line of horses ( Read more... )

last night i went to dairy queen with my family after we rode horses with a couple other families. we stayed there kind of late. so by time i got home and ready for bed it was kind of late and i was quite tired today. i make it through most of hte day with no problems untill my last class. in P.E. we played soccer and as i was tired, i didnt do too ( Read more... )

yesterday for mothers day i went to church with my parents. they always ask me to go and i always say maybe. then, when they wake me up in the morning to go, i tell em they can go without me. so i figure it was a special occasion. they go to this ghetto cowboy church. "fellowship of the christian cowboy", they call it. it's kind of a tight knit ( Read more... )

i watched Green Mile tonight.there's somethin about that movie that makes me feel so good to watch it, but so sad in the best but worst kind of way.i dont know why they never fired percy.or beat the shit out of him. anyhow, i like it. i cry ever time i see it. it's good for those days when you need an outlet to enable the electricity to flow. but ( Read more... )

i saw the creeps tonight. funny thing. i didnt hardly hear them play, but i talked to them afterwords and i felt like an ass because about half through the conversation the guy asked if i heard them play. i didnt even know what band he was from. christ, i felt bad. so i did the little girlie thing and the two guys and i, we got ourselves a picture ( Read more... )

please let me know if you hate me. really. not that you should want to help me out any. i cant justify any reason that you should help. just figured it might be worth a try to ask. feel free to comment, whoever hates me out there.

i went to a rodeo today. actually i went to a rodeo every day of this weekend so far. its been fun. reminds me of old times. the one today was in arlington. i sat in one a them new dodge pickups with some asshole cowboys i used to kick it with a couple years ago. they were drinkin butterscotch schnapps and beer and chewin copenhagen and they were ( Read more... )

my cat got knocked up a while back so we have kittens. i wish i wouldnt take things for granted so much. like how cute they are. today my mom found one of them dead in it's box with the other two, and the mother lying under the horse trailer dead also (not soda covered however, or on top of a soda machine iether). just means we have two kittens to ( Read more... )