So I have work every single day, and go to school 4 times a week. I am working my ass off! Which is tiring but well so far. My sister recently moved to Newfoundland was I was in Czech (& everything I left behind: Re: fall/winter clothes) my sister fucking took. This might not be aggrivating if she left stuff, or told me, or asked me, or left me ( Read more... )

So I'm a little hyped up right now. Dad just called and said the money is finally gone through and I can go to register. Only 2 weeks late. Nothing like being on the wire. So here I am writing in my live journal and baking a low fat, whole wheat orange banana loaf. Go figure! The point is, I'm going to wait for Marek to wake up then go storm CBU! I ( Read more... )

Blah, blah, blah. Leaving Czech Republic tomorrow and my boyfriend! I really, really don't want to go!! But I know I should, and that we both are in such better situations then last year. But still, the temptation to stay is alive and well; only, I'm not Natalie Portman in Garden State. I'm not being left behind or told to be patient or running ( Read more... )

I must have done something right, somewhere along the line, because I am one of the luckiest people ever! First off, the last month has been phenomenal. I've been with the love of my LIFE for two years and I still am constantly surprised and awed and speechless. He's the funnniest most caring person I've ever met before, and he's my everything! I ( Read more... )

I don't want to live here anymore and for that matter, I don't want to live in Canada either. Take me to a place where the sun shines all day, where the fruit is ripe and where people and government are extinct. (The ones here are either obese or on EI) 

Give me something special
But take the rest away
I've isolated everyone
more and more each day.
Plunging deeper
I hold on tight
For fear of feeling
not of fright.
I've lost my body
sacrificed the rest.
Cut my heart out
To be a little less.
I've taken my life
to play a new one
dreamt up a sceme
to rescue no one.
shot my memories
and drowned my sin
smirked at ( Read more... )

I got my belly button pierced today in replacement of my lack of trips until July. It was pretty painful. I wanted one forever but didn't want to do it when it was popular and it was always summer er something and there are so many complications surrounding swimming/tanning etc.Nonetheless it's totally awesome. But being the exercising lunatic that ( Read more... )

I will be bitching and complaining until approxomitely July. About everything and anyone (although I have a few choice basics to start the bitching off nice and bitchy..) Following that hopefully I can get over this whole staying at home thing and working like a normal person. I know the difference, between what I should be doing and what I am ( Read more... )

Who's hiring ( Read more... )

Grrr ( Read more... )