...........what i was actually getting at at 12 am this morning

[crypticmusic]

so yeah the rest of the deal that i was vaguely talking about last night/this morning at 12 am-my guitarist in my jazz trio left a really not cool message on my voice mail about how because i had to skip practice to go get my drums so we could have them for fridays gig, that he doesn't ever want to play with me again after this gig-apparently

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[breesocialite]

he left that on your voicemail? fuck him. what a fucking wimp.

[crypticmusic]

yeah, i'm rehearsing tonight with him, then going to the gig friday and that'll be that. i'm done being in bands for awhile. jesus christ.

[unbridled]

If he said all those things to you on voicemail, then he's just a jackass. No one has heard of tact?

It's fucked up, but you're going through a lot of stuff,a nd if you need time to yourself and people get flaky about it... well, it's happened to me, and thats how I learned who my real friends were. :/ It's really really not fun at all, and people don't want to deal with you, I know how that is. You have to take care of yourself though. Sometimes i just can't deal with people, I crawl into a hole because I don't want to take out my emotions on everyone else. and that's hard to deal with too. You will get things straightened out on your own time and find people who can harmoniously hang with the person you are.