The scoop

[cryptsmell]

Haven't posted in a while, sorry about that. I do read my friends page every day, though, so I am reading what you all write I just haven't been returning the favor. I wish LJ was more active. I miss how it used to be when I first started. (Which according to my stats is 3,052 days ago. Craziness

Comments

[kaczurda]

Ugh, I hate cars... something always seems to be wrong with them! I hope your car is okay though... andif there is a problem, it's not too expensive to fix! D:

As for the "life starting" thing goes... I know what you mean, that you don't feel settled yet. But I think, maybe you should try to change the way you look at it. You know "life is the journey, not the destination." Don't get focused on deadlines and stuff - just enjoy the ride!

[junepath]

I think you should still do the wedding in 2011. Most places do payment plans. We paid each of our vendors $100-200 at a time over a year. It was so nice.

[ajsocks]

Wow, what bad luck! I hope your car stops freaking out so you won't have to worry about it.

And I totally understand what you mean. I still live with my Mom right now and my entire life feels like it's on hold. But, I believe that it is more of how you look at the situation rather than your place in it. There is never a starting point to look forward to, only a past starting point because, well, you've already started to live your life. Whether or not you enjoy what life has to offer until your end point comes is really what you should focus on. Don't think of it as a destination, but a roller coaster full of screams and heart pounding moment until it's over.

=D

[tolivetobreathe]

I can relate to feeling like you're always waiting for the next thing rather than living life in the here and now. I feel the same, and I also fear that i will always feel this way and never actually feel like I have everything I want. It's definitely something to work on (at least for me)