My girlfriend killed herself last night ( Read more... )

Lately this place doesn't feel like home. Not this house, but this whole goddamn town. I feel like a stranger everywhere I go. Maybe not so much a stranger, just invisible. I feel like a place where no one goes any more. Sometimes I wish a gust of wind would just pick me up and take me somewhere far away. A place where I know no one, a place ( Read more... )

As of yesterday morning at 9am, Chrissy is UNEMPLOYED!!!!! I finally got to the point where the days that I hated selling pictures far outweighed the days that I liked it. I'm gonna miss working with Viper and Slim but I'll still see them. I know I could do it and make a lot of money, but I just didn't have the motivation to do it. And I couldn ( Read more... )

my heart is in ohio

When George died, my worst thought was that I'd never be able to hold him again.Of course I would decide to watch Golden Girls on my lunch break and then have to go back to work ( Read more... )

The week in Tampa was shitty and sucked and made me want to kill masses upon masses of people, but at the same time it was awesome and I had a blast. Jermaine and I went to the Real Bodies exhibit at MOSI...it wasn't as big as the Body Worlds in Cali but it was still fuckin cool. I got a lot closer with Colin and I love him even more since he got ( Read more... )

feel much better now. saw my rockstar tonite and all the stresses and bullshit of the last few weeks disappeared. i was starting to question what the fuck i was doing but tonite reminded me. goddamn how the fuck could i question that??? hip bones like no mothafuckas business. word. and now i'm leaving for another fuckin week. argh ( Read more... )

Lately I feel like Sid pre-Nancy. I need to meet my Nancy before the Empty settles in. I need her to make me feel again ( Read more... )

Dear Katrina,

Thank you anyway.

JERMAINE IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so fuckin stoked he's finally back. Seein him first thing this morning definitely made up for some of the shit that my night/morning had brought. And on top of that, Uncle Timmy fuckin rocks and let us work together. Fuck yeah, 16 out the whip, one fuckin door. I <3 Pat ( Read more... )

Dear Katrina,

Goodfellas warehouse party today. Please. Thank you.

sincerely,
Junior