Lol, you cant have your cake and eat it too. If you want a pretty cake and not have worry about it getting messed up or whatnot, then you can sit and watch a cake get old and moldy. On the other hand you might say "It's a cake, of course I'm going to eat it." and no matter how hard you worry about how it will taste or its quality you wont know ( Read more... )

Good

• Kung Fu Hustle
• Getting to see Alex
• Secrets in dark hallways hoping the others dont know were missing
• Talking to Marc and having I don't know what its called, but it's where someone else says something exactly how you would say it, and youve been told youre crazy for feeling that way; also it was a trip cause the lighting was making him just a ( Read more... )

so even though the audio levels were messed up steel train was still awsome. it was nice hanging out with friends. i should apologize for my regresion into my punk past. its so much easier to say fuck you to people like that but i suppose it is better to be the bigger person in the situation and although i did get pretty pissed/upset/hurt cause i ( Read more... )

i wish i had more time with her before she went. i needed one more kiss. the airport is stupid. i wish we couldve waited with her for her flight. the car ride home was an interesting one. we got in the car and before we were even out of the parkinglot her mom had turned off the japanese learning tape and we were talking about stuff. talking to her ( Read more... )

two can play that game

( or hum some protest song )

ha ha mike. what timing i was enjoying it too. lol whatever. i couldve layed there forever. the only "bad" thing was my admiring a pretty box. but yeah... i dont know itll be ok? i hope so especially if she goes; i want her to be able to go and fulfill her dreams. but im just trying to enjoy the here and now and trying not to think about stuff like ( Read more... )

X the ones that apply ( Read more... )

from the top.
name:: Ryan
nickname:: none
birthday:: February 23
birthplace:: Holbrook, A.Z.
current mood:: Happy
current taste:: Alex's toothpaste
current hair:: Brown, Curly
current clothes:: Jeans and a T-Shirt
current annoyence:: Not having a Car
current smell:: Nothing
current thing you ought to be doing:: I dont know
current desktop picture:: the stock ( Read more... )

i had a long day moving a security camera at jc it was a tedious job where there was a plethera of problems that arouse. it was fun though cause at then end it was done and done well. then on the way home from the bus stop i saw this old old lady kicking a big box around with her walker so i helped her move it to the trash and she thanked me and i ( Read more... )