ah.... final... i able to see internet, after so long... but unfortunately, i can't stay for too long because it's already late night, and i'm in net cafe quite far from home...
hm... i'ts been two months since i did my service, kind of free work (well, i get minimum payment equal like highschool graduate, just enough for eat...) for local hospital in remote area. i have no internet connection there. it's kinda stress, because of my work, and i couldn't update at all.
to make worse, my laptop crashed and lost most of its data. it's frustrating living without enough entertainment. i even got hospitalized last week and haven't finished any fic lately..... hhh......
i was busy checking arashi's files earlier, to see how much files that i have to get back..... it was a LOT.... hell LOT.... and i don't know how to start.....
hh..... i can't wait until next october, when i finally get back to city and can download as much as i can...
hh.... gotta get home soon.... my head ache.....