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Name: Natalie.
Age: Eighteen.
Gender (would you be comfortable with being stamped as an opposite gender?): Female and yep, I'm okay with that.
Describe your personality in as much detail as possible (links to personality types are very welcome, too): My enneagram type is The Loyalist. I am also a Considerate Curator (though when I took the test again I got Faithful Visionary, haha, I just still think that first type fits me slightly more) and Dreamy Idealist i.e. IntrovertediNtuitiveFeelingPerceiving. My zodiac sign is Gemini, although I feel that Libra or Pisces could've fit me slightly better. I do think that Gemini fits me in a way that I have quite a lot of sides to my personality, nevertheless.
Let's see, now... I'm a person with a lot of flaws, the biggest one being my shyness, I may even seem anti-social to some; I really have trouble with talking freely to people at first, although afterwards I open up a little and become very fun and friendly. At least I hope I'm being fun, haha... well, people do tell me that I'm the best one to talk to :) I can sometimes be selfish, but still deep inside I care a lot about others, even though I don't always show it. I'm also very polite and I highly respect rules, even if at times I do think some of them are just meaningless, I think I would have been a good class president who wouldn't bother anyone who doesn't want to be bothered. I don't like depressing and sick things, such as cannibalism and murder in general, though I'm not ignorant and I do admit it exists and is a problem. I love fantasy, humour, romance and adventures. I'm also slightly tsundere, when I think about it, because I get very easily embarassed when I talk about love or feelings and other things like that and I may not show my affection towards someone as openly as others. Let's just say I'm more of a shy tsundere type rather than outgoing tsundere type? I won't go around hitting the one I love, but I might give them the cold shoulder.
"Good advice. If I listened earlier, I wouldn't be here. But that's just the trouble with me. I give myself very good advice, but I very seldom follow it." - me in a nutshell.
List some of your positive traits: Internally strong, imaginative, friendly, intelligent, funny (or I try to be, that is, haha), understanding, sympathetic, a peacemaker, curious, aware, flexible, easygoing, thoughtful, warm, kindhearted, polite, conscientious, honest, in a more gentle way. I try not to hurt people with the harsh or not so harsh truth unless I feel they deserve that.
List some of your negative traits: Sensitive, anxious, feisty, distractable, lazy, sort of selfish/spoiled, stubborn, initially guarded, impatient (to a point), slightly critical, finical, agreeable, bossy, spontaneous.
List some of your neutral traits: A chatterbox and a very quiet person at the same time (depends on who is talking with me), gentle, calm, girly, mostly normal but percieved as strange by people of my age, introverted, lonely, realistic.
What are you good at?: I'm a fast learner, but if I don't care (and most of the time, I really don't) about the subject of my learnings I just forget everything too easily. I'm also very smart and understanding, which helps people around me a lot. I know when to shut up and leave someone alone and when to cheer them up. Also, if I want I can manipulate my way out of a certain hard situation. Oh, and I always had a natural good punctuation and sense of style.
What are you not so good at?: I'm really, really bad at anything fighting-related. Not too good at sports either, I think about other things when playing baseball and am often getting hit by a ball, haha. My worst subjects are math, chemistry and physics... I know absolutely nothing when it comes to them.
Hobbies, interests, likes: Reading, it's one of my passions in life: I get so very excited and emotional whenever I read an awesome book and sometimes I look very, very silly when I'm reading and smiling; drawing, I always make sketches of weird fluffy people/clothing with various expressions (and I tend to actually mimic their expressions!) when I'm bored, especially at school; internet... I can't live without it! lol. Funny though, my sister and I had a bet to see if I can not use internet for two days and of course, I won that bet. There goes my competitive spirit :)
Pet peeves, dislikes: Having to take a lot of medicine, which doesn't help the matter really, because I do have to take a lot of it still. Certain supporterts of gay rights or feminism or other "popular" cultures who seriously are losing it with taking everything way too seriously and not even letting others state their honest opinion; people who like to bring others down because they're not cool enough, in whatever sense; drugs, alchohol, having to breathe smoky air, boiled vegeatebles, bitter chocolate and bitter things in general, unfairness, having to listen to betchy authority, being left alone when all I want is to be with someone.
How do others usually describe you? Can be strangers, friends, family, etc.: Let me think, they often say I'm sweet and cute, very very often for sure. I can't say I get it entirely well, haha. They also say I'm honest, strong, sheltered, lazy and a bit selfish. Strangers usually think I'm either very collected and almost anti-social or very shy and need to open up, but you do need to know they are only strangers, and they're almost never right really :)
Favorite...
Animal: Rabbit, horse, red panda, normal panda (xD), dog.
Book: A Kiss In Time lately; Howl's Moving Castle; Harry Potter series; Little Women & A Little Princess. I like reading young adult books.
Color: Pink (usually it's soft shades, though), aqua blue, lime green, purple, violet, the list goes on!
Food: Fast food, sweets, salty & spicy food, kiwi, melons, peaches, nectarines, korean carrot salad.
Movies: Sleepy Hollow, Corpse Bride, Beauty and the Beast, Inception, Penelope, Romeo and Juliet, Cruel Intentions, Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban, Kick-Ass, Scott Pilgrim vs. the World, the Hangover, the Breakfast Club, Letters to Juliet.
Music: Alternative rock, pop, drum-n-bass.
Game: FFVIII (though I love a lot of FF games, as well as a lot of Tales games), Persona 4, the Sims 2.
Final Fantasy character outside of Fabula Nova Crystallis: Cloud because of his weird but at the same time great sense of humour, he's independent and with a mind of his own, his general calm outside somewhat emotional inside personality, his will to fight and protect and the way he got attached to some characters, he didn't get over it as easily as some other characters in various series (not necessarily games) and because of this you feel how strong his bonds were. Runner-ups would be Balthier and Seifer, I think.
Favorite personality trait?: I think maybe honesty. I admire that trait a lot, especially compared to the way I'm disgusted by liars. Whenever I see someone lying to my face, I just feel so lost/frustrated/upset/little/any negative emotion you can think of, haha. So the opposite of it always makes my day brighter!
Favorite feeling?: Happiness/love.
Favorite word?: Pretty. Or like. I use them so often, it's not even funny.
Favorite quote?: "It has been said something as small as the flutter of a butterfly's wing can ultimately cause a typhoon halfway around the world." - Chaos Theory (also a title card of my favorite movie); You can't just go and fix the wrong things you've done, in the end they'll turn out to be even greater mistakes. You should just learn to move on, live your life to the fullest, and learn new things.
Favorite song lyrics? Can you relate to them?: It's "Let Go" by Frou Frou. Yes, I do relate to them in a way, haha.
A realist, an idealist, an optimist or a pessimist: Realistic idealist :)
Trusting or Cynical: It's really hard to answer, but I'm thinking slightly more trusting than cynical.
Emotional or Stoic: Stoic outside, emotional inside. More often than not, it shows... which is probably why I'm a bad liar.
Introverted or Extroverted: I hide my feelings a lot (sometimes successfully), but at the same time I'm very open with my close friends, I'll basically tell them anything as long as I feel they're willing to listen.
Independent or Dependent: Both in a weird way. I try to act independent around others (though to be completely honest, it rarely works out very well, lol), especially people I don't know, but inside I'm dependent. I don't know what I'd do without some of my friends and my family, they're too important to me to ever lose without it having a huge impact on my world.
Organized or Chaotic: Chaotic, but I always clean things up if they get too messy, haha.
Cheerful or not: Rather cheerful when you get to know me. I don't like getting depressed over things, or making others feel like that, which is why when it comes to heavy things that might get to me, I just smile and laugh it off, because I have this (probably naive, haha) point of view that almost never allows me to be down.
Collected or Clumsy: Oh god, so clumsy... while I want to appear collected and cool and whatnot, I'm just so bad at it. I end up having injures because I basically just walk into closed doors while thinking about something, haha.
Imagine you've been branded by Pulse, what would you do? Would you be scared and pessimistic, like Hope and Sazh? Optimistic and perhaps a little naive, like Snow and Vanille?: I would probably fall into the first category moreso than the second. I like to stay optimistic when it comes to others, but I'm rather pessimistic when it comes to my own troubles, haha. If I was branded, I would just kind of freak out inside, but outside try to remain calm because freaking out is probably not going to help anything. I would also try to get to know my focus and complete it, because turning into a monster =/= my most desired profession.
One of your loved ones died/dissapeared and you have a chance to save them by accepting an offer from a stranger to travel in time, would you accept it?: Okay, I'm not usually too trusting of strangers, but if someone offered me a chance to save someone I loved most, I would accept it if only because of feeling hopeless. I'd also most definitely feel like "Oh, someone who understands me and wants to help! IT CAN'T BE BAD".
Answer honestly, would you sacrifice yourself in order to stop a raging war?: As someone who's afraid of wars and who finds them absolutely meaningless, I would stop it by any means possible. I know what it means to sacrifice myself, but a world with bloodshed and people I love dying anytime, anywhere is just... not a world I would like to live in either way. I know, a war can end anytime, but at the same time, it's too dangerous for the people I love, I'm too attached to them to let them die for such a cause.
"Nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so." Do you believe in this saying? If not, do you consider yourself a good or bad person? Have you ever judged somebody, thinking they're completely bad with nothing to like about them?: Definitely. If you judge by the way people are normally perceived, then I guess I'm more of a good person. I admit I DID judge people, but even fellows I dislike have some things that make them tolerable, at the very least. Sure, I don't like them, but someone might as well love them because of who they are. I would hate it if someone I loved started loving that person I dislike, though. LOL.
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Age: Eighteen.
Gender (would you be comfortable with being stamped as an opposite gender?): Female and yep, I'm okay with that.
Describe your personality in as much detail as possible (links to personality types are very welcome, too): My enneagram type is The Loyalist. I am also a Considerate Curator (though when I took the test again I got Faithful Visionary, haha, I just still think that first type fits me slightly more) and Dreamy Idealist i.e. IntrovertediNtuitiveFeelingPerceiving. My zodiac sign is Gemini, although I feel that Libra or Pisces could've fit me slightly better. I do think that Gemini fits me in a way that I have quite a lot of sides to my personality, nevertheless.
Let's see, now... I'm a person with a lot of flaws, the biggest one being my shyness, I may even seem anti-social to some; I really have trouble with talking freely to people at first, although afterwards I open up a little and become very fun and friendly. At least I hope I'm being fun, haha... well, people do tell me that I'm the best one to talk to :) I can sometimes be selfish, but still deep inside I care a lot about others, even though I don't always show it. I'm also very polite and I highly respect rules, even if at times I do think some of them are just meaningless, I think I would have been a good class president who wouldn't bother anyone who doesn't want to be bothered. I don't like depressing and sick things, such as cannibalism and murder in general, though I'm not ignorant and I do admit it exists and is a problem. I love fantasy, humour, romance and adventures. I'm also slightly tsundere, when I think about it, because I get very easily embarassed when I talk about love or feelings and other things like that and I may not show my affection towards someone as openly as others. Let's just say I'm more of a shy tsundere type rather than outgoing tsundere type? I won't go around hitting the one I love, but I might give them the cold shoulder.
"Good advice. If I listened earlier, I wouldn't be here. But that's just the trouble with me. I give myself very good advice, but I very seldom follow it." - me in a nutshell.
List some of your positive traits: Internally strong, imaginative, friendly, intelligent, funny (or I try to be, that is, haha), understanding, sympathetic, a peacemaker, curious, aware, flexible, easygoing, thoughtful, warm, kindhearted, polite, conscientious, honest, in a more gentle way. I try not to hurt people with the harsh or not so harsh truth unless I feel they deserve that.
List some of your negative traits: Sensitive, anxious, feisty, distractable, lazy, sort of selfish/spoiled, stubborn, initially guarded, impatient (to a point), slightly critical, finical, agreeable, bossy, spontaneous.
List some of your neutral traits: A chatterbox and a very quiet person at the same time (depends on who is talking with me), gentle, calm, girly, mostly normal but percieved as strange by people of my age, introverted, lonely, realistic.
What are you good at?: I'm a fast learner, but if I don't care (and most of the time, I really don't) about the subject of my learnings I just forget everything too easily. I'm also very smart and understanding, which helps people around me a lot. I know when to shut up and leave someone alone and when to cheer them up. Also, if I want I can manipulate my way out of a certain hard situation. Oh, and I always had a natural good punctuation and sense of style.
What are you not so good at?: I'm really, really bad at anything fighting-related. Not too good at sports either, I think about other things when playing baseball and am often getting hit by a ball, haha. My worst subjects are math, chemistry and physics... I know absolutely nothing when it comes to them.
Hobbies, interests, likes: Reading, it's one of my passions in life: I get so very excited and emotional whenever I read an awesome book and sometimes I look very, very silly when I'm reading and smiling; drawing, I always make sketches of weird fluffy people/clothing with various expressions (and I tend to actually mimic their expressions!) when I'm bored, especially at school; internet... I can't live without it! lol. Funny though, my sister and I had a bet to see if I can not use internet for two days and of course, I won that bet. There goes my competitive spirit :)
Pet peeves, dislikes: Having to take a lot of medicine, which doesn't help the matter really, because I do have to take a lot of it still. Certain supporterts of gay rights or feminism or other "popular" cultures who seriously are losing it with taking everything way too seriously and not even letting others state their honest opinion; people who like to bring others down because they're not cool enough, in whatever sense; drugs, alchohol, having to breathe smoky air, boiled vegeatebles, bitter chocolate and bitter things in general, unfairness, having to listen to betchy authority, being left alone when all I want is to be with someone.
How do others usually describe you? Can be strangers, friends, family, etc.: Let me think, they often say I'm sweet and cute, very very often for sure. I can't say I get it entirely well, haha. They also say I'm honest, strong, sheltered, lazy and a bit selfish. Strangers usually think I'm either very collected and almost anti-social or very shy and need to open up, but you do need to know they are only strangers, and they're almost never right really :)
Favorite...
Animal: Rabbit, horse, red panda, normal panda (xD), dog.
Book: A Kiss In Time lately; Howl's Moving Castle; Harry Potter series; Little Women & A Little Princess. I like reading young adult books.
Color: Pink (usually it's soft shades, though), aqua blue, lime green, purple, violet, the list goes on!
Food: Fast food, sweets, salty & spicy food, kiwi, melons, peaches, nectarines, korean carrot salad.
Movies: Sleepy Hollow, Corpse Bride, Beauty and the Beast, Inception, Penelope, Romeo and Juliet, Cruel Intentions, Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban, Kick-Ass, Scott Pilgrim vs. the World, the Hangover, the Breakfast Club, Letters to Juliet.
Music: Alternative rock, pop, drum-n-bass.
Game: FFVIII (though I love a lot of FF games, as well as a lot of Tales games), Persona 4, the Sims 2.
Final Fantasy character outside of Fabula Nova Crystallis: Cloud because of his weird but at the same time great sense of humour, he's independent and with a mind of his own, his general calm outside somewhat emotional inside personality, his will to fight and protect and the way he got attached to some characters, he didn't get over it as easily as some other characters in various series (not necessarily games) and because of this you feel how strong his bonds were. Runner-ups would be Balthier and Seifer, I think.
Favorite personality trait?: I think maybe honesty. I admire that trait a lot, especially compared to the way I'm disgusted by liars. Whenever I see someone lying to my face, I just feel so lost/frustrated/upset/little/any negative emotion you can think of, haha. So the opposite of it always makes my day brighter!
Favorite feeling?: Happiness/love.
Favorite word?: Pretty. Or like. I use them so often, it's not even funny.
Favorite quote?: "It has been said something as small as the flutter of a butterfly's wing can ultimately cause a typhoon halfway around the world." - Chaos Theory (also a title card of my favorite movie); You can't just go and fix the wrong things you've done, in the end they'll turn out to be even greater mistakes. You should just learn to move on, live your life to the fullest, and learn new things.
Favorite song lyrics? Can you relate to them?: It's "Let Go" by Frou Frou. Yes, I do relate to them in a way, haha.
A realist, an idealist, an optimist or a pessimist: Realistic idealist :)
Trusting or Cynical: It's really hard to answer, but I'm thinking slightly more trusting than cynical.
Emotional or Stoic: Stoic outside, emotional inside. More often than not, it shows... which is probably why I'm a bad liar.
Introverted or Extroverted: I hide my feelings a lot (sometimes successfully), but at the same time I'm very open with my close friends, I'll basically tell them anything as long as I feel they're willing to listen.
Independent or Dependent: Both in a weird way. I try to act independent around others (though to be completely honest, it rarely works out very well, lol), especially people I don't know, but inside I'm dependent. I don't know what I'd do without some of my friends and my family, they're too important to me to ever lose without it having a huge impact on my world.
Organized or Chaotic: Chaotic, but I always clean things up if they get too messy, haha.
Cheerful or not: Rather cheerful when you get to know me. I don't like getting depressed over things, or making others feel like that, which is why when it comes to heavy things that might get to me, I just smile and laugh it off, because I have this (probably naive, haha) point of view that almost never allows me to be down.
Collected or Clumsy: Oh god, so clumsy... while I want to appear collected and cool and whatnot, I'm just so bad at it. I end up having injures because I basically just walk into closed doors while thinking about something, haha.
Imagine you've been branded by Pulse, what would you do? Would you be scared and pessimistic, like Hope and Sazh? Optimistic and perhaps a little naive, like Snow and Vanille?: I would probably fall into the first category moreso than the second. I like to stay optimistic when it comes to others, but I'm rather pessimistic when it comes to my own troubles, haha. If I was branded, I would just kind of freak out inside, but outside try to remain calm because freaking out is probably not going to help anything. I would also try to get to know my focus and complete it, because turning into a monster =/= my most desired profession.
One of your loved ones died/dissapeared and you have a chance to save them by accepting an offer from a stranger to travel in time, would you accept it?: Okay, I'm not usually too trusting of strangers, but if someone offered me a chance to save someone I loved most, I would accept it if only because of feeling hopeless. I'd also most definitely feel like "Oh, someone who understands me and wants to help! IT CAN'T BE BAD".
Answer honestly, would you sacrifice yourself in order to stop a raging war?: As someone who's afraid of wars and who finds them absolutely meaningless, I would stop it by any means possible. I know what it means to sacrifice myself, but a world with bloodshed and people I love dying anytime, anywhere is just... not a world I would like to live in either way. I know, a war can end anytime, but at the same time, it's too dangerous for the people I love, I'm too attached to them to let them die for such a cause.
"Nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so." Do you believe in this saying? If not, do you consider yourself a good or bad person? Have you ever judged somebody, thinking they're completely bad with nothing to like about them?: Definitely. If you judge by the way people are normally perceived, then I guess I'm more of a good person. I admit I DID judge people, but even fellows I dislike have some things that make them tolerable, at the very least. Sure, I don't like them, but someone might as well love them because of who they are. I would hate it if someone I loved started loving that person I dislike, though. LOL.
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