"Seems like he is gearing up for another mindfuck"...

And I couldn't agree more. We've gone past the point of no return, please stop trying to suck me back in. I have completely given up. There IS no hope for anything between us, and I'd be grateful if you could refrain from trying to drag me back into that sick and sadistic mind/body voodoo shit ( Read more... )

alexamorrissey: I need to cut off my fingers; they don't work right sometimes.

seanzillaNYC: No, you need them.

alexamorrissey: I require a direct brain-computer interface please. I think our bodies hold our brains back. Our bodies are becoming obsolete.

seanzillaNYC: They sure are

alexamorrissey: But then why my fascination with bondage?

( Read more... )

I received a wonderful card in the mail today. The message inside really set my heart at ease, and I have had the biggest, brightest smile on my face ever since. Traci, my love, THANK YOU.

Today while I was downtown picking up phytoplankton for my filterfeeders, I saw a woman at the bus station with two facial tattoos. The one that caught my ( Read more... )

After searching Bellis Fair for about 3 hours I finally stumbled upon a long sleeved black tee. And, it's a Harley Davidson shirt, so even better.

I finally found my favorite stir-fry sauce again. Fred Meyer must have temporarily been out of stock because I've been w/o Tsang's for close to three weeks. Considering how much stir-fry and rice I consume in a week, that's a big deal. I tried Kikkoman's Teriyaki and Sweet n Sour but I'm telling you people, NOTHING beats Tsang's Classic Stir Fry ( Read more... )

It's fun indulging in my daydreams and fantasies. Honestly. I only wish I'd had more time to get further along in my little "story". No matter. Tomorrow is a new day, and one in which, if I manage my time right, I'll be able to set aside a few hours for some REAL fun.

Yum. What a combo, huh? I'm sitting here trying so hard to focus, all the while knowing I have a task to perform later that is far more stimulating and interesting than remembering the rules of polynomials. Ah well. Foundation and discipline, correct?

So I've decided to start posting the erotica that resides in my head, and heart. I need an outlet because it's burning me up. I wrote a lot of erotica from 1999 - 2001. I stopped when I left Florida, and subsequently lost all of it. More's the pity. However, there's never a better time like the present time to begin it all again. How fun!

I just read the most wonderful essay.
After having read this, I sat back and realized that these qualities are what I have been seeking. I realize that in 1999 I had the chance to engage in this experience, but I was afraid of it, and I backed away. I regret that. But my brief flirtation with D/s in 2001 didn't quite feel right, and now, I know ( Read more... )

all I can say is HOLYSHIT this fucker's fast.... and I LIKE IT.