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Basics
Your gender: female
Straight/Gay/Bi: straight
Single?: yea
If not, do you want to be?: singleness is not all it's cracked up to be
Birthdate: 9/9/84
Your age: so close to 20 it hurts
Age you act: never.
Age you wish you were: 21
Your height: 5'8"
Eye color: grey green blue
Happy with it?: yup
Hair color: dirty blonde
Happy with it?: currently
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: righty
Your living arrangement: back in VA at school soon, thank gawd
Your family: Mommy, daddy, and constantly missing brother
Have any pets?: sandy
Whats your job?: lifegaurd and DQ worker
Piercings?: three in left ear and two in right
Tattoos?: nope
Obsessions?: music
Addictions?: music, boys...wait i mean guys(jess, lol), and red hots
Do you speak another language?: spanglish haha
Have a favorite quote?: go rent Orange county....watch after dean's building is burnt down and Jack black's interview with the police officer...it's haute
Do you have a webpage?: umm not really
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: not really, because if i did i wouldn't be addicted to the internet
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: i try real hard
Do you have any secrets?: too many
Do you hate yourself?: every second of every day
Do you like your handwriting?: depends
Do you have any bad habits?: yeah, men.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: you're so violent...not quite a complement but *shrugs* what can you do?
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Misneist
What's your biggest fear?: that people will hate me and that i'll be overweight and have a heart attack by the time i'm 45
Can you sing?: *giggles* sure, why the fuck not?
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: yes. why else do you think i steal my brother's clothes?
Are you a loner?: not by choice
What are your #1 priorities in life?: making my loved ones happy
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: no.
Are you a daredevil?: haha, not at all.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: that i'll never break out of my shell and that i can hide in a hole just because i can imagine evry one hateing me
Are you passive or agressive?: passive
Do you have a journal?: sort of. i need to start writing in it again
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: STRENGH - humour WEAKNESS - evrything else i do
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: my confidence level
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: depends on the sitch
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yeah. not asking dan satko out during the first day of sixth grade....haha no. nothing.
Do you think life has been good so far?: fo sho
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: be thankful
What do you like the most about your body?: my teeth?
And least?: stomach/arms
Do you think you are good looking?: no. not in the least.
Are you confident?: never
What is the fictional character you are most like?: Lorali Gilmore
Are you perceived wrongly?: most likely
Do You / Have You.....
Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper?: yes
Pray?: yes
Go to church?: sometimes
Talk to strangers who IM you?: sometimes
Sleep with stuffed animals?: no
Take walks in the rain?: yes. i actually think i might later.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: yeah. i'm fake, so what aren't we all?
Drive?: yes
Like to drive fast?: good lawd yes
Would or Have You Ever?
Like your voice?: no
Hurt yourself?: i have
Been out of the country?: yeah
Eaten something that made other people sick?: ew i don't think so
Been in love?: no
Done drugs?: no
Gone skinny dipping?: no
Had a medical emergency: yeah
Had surgery?: yes 4 times
Ran away from home?: no reason to
Gotten beaten up?: no
Beaten someone up?: almost
Been picked on?: that's why i'm the person i am today...i can honestly say without the cruelty of little kids i would be a more self confident and outgoing person. sadly that is not the case
Been on stage?: ya
Slept outdoors?: haha yeah, in november in the 10 dgree weather OUTSIDE of a tent in a mummy bag that sucked
Thought about suicide?: yes. i contimplated it. again, kids can be cruel.
Pulled an all nighter?: many a time
If yes, what is your record?: dunno like 48 hours without sleep
Gone one day without food?: yeah. did it all the time last year at school
Talked on the phone all night?: yeah
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yes.
Slept all day?: yeah
Killed someone?: nope
Made out with a stranger?: :grins: oh yeah :)
Had sex with a stranger?: nah
Thought you're going crazy?: hell yeah
Kissed the same sex?: nope
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
Been betrayed?: yeah
Had a dream that came true?: nah
Broken the law?: yup
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no
On purpose?: no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yes....shhhh!
Stolen anything?: yeah, unfortunately.
Been on radio/tv?: jeff's radio show when i called in a couple of times
Been in a mosh-pit?: fuckin yeah
Had a nervous breakdown?: almost...wait yeah
Bungee jumped?: no
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yeah
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: we can't be it
Miracles?: yeah
Astrology?: no
Magic?: no
God?: i know He's there
Satan?: if God's real he must be too i s'pose
Santa?: nah
Ghosts?: yes
Luck?: no
Love at first sight?: maybe?
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yes
Witches?: nope
Easter bunny?: no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: some people can do it...when i meet that person i can be faithful to FOREVER i'll know
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no
Do you wish on stars?: yeah
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: dunno
Do you think God has a gender?: nope, he is an entity
Do you believe in organized religion?: eh
Where do you think we go when we die?: to be with our creator
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: ya
who is your best friend(s)?: Jess.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Jessi i s'pose
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: to quote my mother: "fake it till ya make it."
Your favourite inside joke?: the window one with jeff from umpteen years ago, it still makes me laugh...man i'm such a spaz
Thing you're picked on most about: being dumb, blonde, spazish
Who's your longest known friend?: chris
Newest?: scott from DQ (drools)
Shyest?: jodi sometimes i s'pose
Funniest?: maria
Sweetest?: the jod-meister and the big J Cat
Closest?: Jessica Lyn, with only one N, McGinley
Weirdest?: each and everyone of them :)
Smartest?: Jonathan
Ditziest?: ashley
Friends you miss being close to the most?: too many. i miss the conveniece of high school friendships
Last person you talked to online?: Jon Mitten
Who do you talk to most online?: Jess or that kid from myspace, Sean
Who are you on the phone with most?: i don't use the phone
Who do you trust most?: jess, tom
Who listens to your problems?: jess, tom
Who do you fight most with?: brendan
Who's the nicest?: psh, did you really just ask that question?
Who's the most outgoing?: Jess
Who's the best singer?: Erin
Who's on your shit-list?: what, pray tell, is a 'shit-list', and why the fuck would i want one?
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: nnnyes.
Who's your second family?: the McGinely familly and the Burg family
Do you always feel understood?: uh no. not often.
Who's the loudest friend?: Jon M
Do you trust others easily?: no
Who's house were you last at? Jessi's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: i used to feel safe in jeff's...really safe actually.
Do your friends know you?: no, not most of them
Friend that lives farthest away: all of them
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: umm ummm no
What do you find romantic?: little special things, little notes, funny emails, a playful kiss on the nose, a tickle fight...those little things? yeah they tend to mean the most
Turn-on?: sexy eyes, yeah yeah yeah i'm gonna say nose, and bright smile
Turn-off?: possessiveness
First kiss?: as thirteen? maybe....? i don't enjoy reliving it so repression seems to kick in.
If someone you had no interest in, had interest in dating u how would u feel?: date
em for a while and see where it goes
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them ?: *shrugs* no preference
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: nah, i think it is socially acceptable for a girl to ask out a guy anyway
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: no, but emotionally or mentally attracted to someone physically unattractive, yes
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: no.
What is best about the opposite sex?: they make me laugh
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: who knows, what's worst about the same sex, what a silly silly question. shame on you!
What's the last present someone gave you?: jess, all my new CDS
Do you consider your significant other hot?: i don't have one
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: umm that's a strange one, no one i'm aware of
You wanted to kill?: no comment
That you laughed at?: jess
That laughed at you?: tim
That turned you on?: we're not gonna go here
You went shopping with?: mom
That broke your heart?: no one, i break em before they can break me
To disappoint you?: ally by not coming to visit :'(
To make you cry?: not a person, just a feeling
To brighten up your day?: jess when she came to visit
That you thought about?: scott
You saw a movie with?: tom
You talked to on the phone?: tim
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Jon Mitten
You saw?: Mom
You lost?: *shrugs*
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: no, i wish i was.
Will it be with your significant other?: no
Or some random person?: i wish
What are you wearing right now?: my A Certain Something T-shirt and my goodwill fat man sweatpants
Body part you're touching right now: my nose
What are you worried about right now?: going back to EMU
What book are you reading?: some book jessi lent me
What's on your mousepad?: no mouse pad
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: sad, moody, angry, evil, and sore
Are you bored?: why else would i be filling this shit out?
Are you tired?: mm hmm
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: i'm always lonely.
Are you listening to music?: no.