I talked to Jesse for quite a while last night, it was a relief to finally get everything out on the table. Everything that had been building up for the beginning of the summer. Turns out he read my LJ anyway, so he knew it all already (however he decides to share this at the very end of our conversation). I'm much more okay with everything that ( Read more... )

Its been a long time I know. And I've been horrible this week ( Read more... )

I went for my four month post-op today. Everything looks good so he says. I'm done. Only have to go back if I have any problems, which hopefully I won't ( Read more... )

I had a dream, just now

...I was napping...

And in it you were hurting me

...no, not the physical kind of hurt, you'd never do this, I know...

But the emotional kind, just like you always did

...just like you always do...

I woke up and I was confused, I was hurt, I was upset

...just like I always am...

Except in my dream

...unlike in reality...

I ( Read more... )

Its been a crazy week, as usual. Nothing new to report. Treated myself to fun and relaxation for the weekend mostly ( Read more... )

I can't promise you that I'll be the prettiest girl you'll ever date

Or the hottest

I can't promise you that I'll be the most fashionable

Or the most popular

I can't promise you that I'll always say the right things

Or that I'll always make the right decisions

I can't promise you that I'll always be able to make you happy when you're sad

Or that I' ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning with a really bad sinus headache. Worst one I've had in quite some time now. If it weren't for the fact that:

1) it only makes it worse and

2) anne, steve and sarah were there and I really hate when people see me doing it

I definitely would have been in tears. Went through the normal routine: 2 sudafed, 2 advil, a hot ( Read more... )

On my way to study and clean

I just wanted to apologize to everyone for being a HORRIBLE friend. I feel awful, but I'm so busy I want to sit down and cry (however I lack the time even for this...) So to all of you that I love, I'm sorry and I'm thinking about you even if you don't hear from me.

Also, to all of the CHHS Band alumni - daniel ( Read more... )

So, life is pretty good. I could have done without hurricane Ivan, but things are slowly but surely returning to normal. I swear, you blow on an Oglethorpe power line and the power goes out. Its really just inconveinent. Luckily, they cancelled classes yesterday. Waking up and hearing that was the best feeling ever! Traer still had power, so I ( Read more... )

*grin*

so life is good good. High holidays tonight/tomorrow + dance team tryouts + classes = busy

More later...


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