Gosh, I'm so confused. I don't even know where to begin ( Read more... )

So I had to say goodbye to Mike at the Y, so sad...we had a roast for him at Old Chicago and I started crying when he gave me a hug. I've known him for so long and he has done so much for me, I feel like I owe him my first child ( Read more... )

So I tried getting up early to go rollerblading for a good cardio workout ( Read more... )

I would really love to move out. I need my own space. My own life. I am so confused with everything. I tend to bottle up my emotions. Most of the time I don't know what I feel. Or what I should feel. I don't know if I can feel. I am about to break because of it. I got another bruise today. I wish I can be better. I love water. I have been watching ( Read more... )

I don't know what I want to share. I really should be studying for my big science test tomorrow. hot damn. I'm REALLY stressing out about Fight for the Mic ( Read more... )

last night Bryce and I went to the SKATOBERFEST ( Read more... )

A new month. A new aspect on life. A new beginning I guess. The only thing I do is go to work and go to school. But somehow, it's not that it's better than high school. It's different because it's college and I'm actually working for something...for a career. On my free time, since I have a little, but definitely not a lot, I want to really ( Read more... )

Ok, well, I don't even know where to begin. Um.....I'm single again. I hate it when boys cheat and lie ( Read more... )

This is what I wanted, right?

So.....why am I not as happy as I should be?

Do I want a really committed relationship right now?

I've always wanted to date.

*sigh*

I feel like I'm not giving 100% in this relationship and it makes me inadequate. I don't know if that's the right word.

I just think I'm scared....REALLY scared........

School is going pretty well. My classes aren't too bad. I need to start reading my textbooks. For the most part, my classes are somewhat interesting. Gas prices suck. This is ridiculous. And the thing is, the governent doesn't have 100% control of it, according to my American Gov't teacher. I've been watching my O.C. season 2 on dvd the last couple ( Read more... )